the relationship is so messy and toxic but idk there is something 'real' about them which makes you feel sorry for them and sad (atleast thats how i feel).when matsuoka said "please dont use the fact i love you against me, hurry up and tell me you love me, tell me you love me so much that you can see no other" i cried omg.
i feel like people dont know what separation anxiety or ptsd (im guessing she has this based on her actions and mood swings)... after seeing someone who she really loves like that (when he yknow) obviously she is going to be scared and worried even if she leaves him alone for a few hours. saying "they should just leave eachother alone" its really not that simple
sometimes i wonder if im reading a football game or reading a death game