HYÆCINTH's Things

There ain't no way I'm being called old head (2001 baby) and the hell is unc status??
I thought I was a gen z who's relative to the current flow but looking back I do consider everyone under the age of 21 a baby to me and have even said the 80s/90s isn't my era while literally wearing a nirvana shirt to others....

The heck is this ugly emoticon suppose to be??

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... channels you stumbled upon that turned out to be one of your top now

I don't frequent much on what Fujos/not do involving bl so I don't know a lot. Now excuse me while I bring this topic back but yes this is about 2017 mangago and more.

The disgusting things I read there, like:

"The envy is strong....id love to just fuck the brains out of a cute uke."
“sometimes i wish i was a guy so i could do smexy stuff like in manga to another guy?"

"Whenever I read yaoi I get major penis envy. I keep thinking it would be nice to grow a dick and be a seme. "

"With my current body, it's impossible to be a seme. This is actually frustrating me irl."

“omg. I have always wanted to be a gay guy. Straight sex kinda creeps me out, after being so used to reading about gay sex for 4 years.“

"When I read yaoi I keep wondering how it would be if I was a gay guy, I would just love to have sex with a hot seme or with a cute uke ლ(´ڡ`ლ) and I keep wondering how many erection I would get throughout the day…”


and then I see fujos/straight readers emphasize "we project when reading SL not BL" while there are still people obsessed to the point of questioning their gender/sex for this sick reason. This self projection is the reason why they wish to be boys. Feeding off of a fetishized genre and wanting to apply it to real life, not only goes beyond fetishizing; this infatuation is disgusting, disturbing, and harmful to mlm and the ones who think about it themselves.

I never considered joining but I see few who did that say translators release their work there early?

If you have joined, I'm curious to know why and what they do on their server to interact with readers and such...