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hi, this is me again. ranting about my messed up lovelife hahaha. anyways hrrmm i decided to stop feeling this way again, i dont want to be hurt anymore.. i keep going back to those days that i spent crying for hours and hours.. im too scared to go back and start again.
i want to be better first then if its still okay to go back .. i will do it without second thoughts.. i miss him and i will forever..
life was great whenever he is near, but life was scary too whenever he is not around. i dont want him to suffer anymore with me. if we are really meant to be togethet then let fate bring us back together when everything is good with us. not now.. my life is a mess .. i cant drag him with me..