I hate myself for sleeping on this for the past two years. This the kind yaoi/bl that is goes beyond just being that genre and is just a straight up good webtoon that happens to also be yaoi. Nowadays it's hard to find yaoi like that yall please recommend some to hold over until the next chapter I beg
Also I'm unreasonably mad this is only 35 chapters. The scans were at 25 in 2023 so I get the feel the raws are way past that. Maybe only thr English is behind so I hope a good scan group picks it up if that's the case
This webtoon feels so superficial and not in a low stakes not taking itself too seriously way. It's like, all they do is have sex LITERALLY. when they said I love you and got matching rings I felt like I was flashbanged cause where tf did that come from?? Bro learned the mcs only hobby was watching youtube videos and next chapter said damn I'm in love what is the webtoon
If this was 2010 this webtoon (and the kdrama) would have been the it series of the era . But watching in 2025 it's kinda dookie. It's fun if ur not taking it serious but it's just so melodramatic and has zero logic
Out of all the dumb moments in this series this was the fact saion loves her all these years but didn't bother to learn sign language , but is frustrated they can only communicate with her writing or using phone also it feels so weird when someone falls in love with a mute person cause they're quiet it feels backhanded in a way
All in all if u like soap opera type series you might like this tho
him beating his meat to jinhwan felt so out of place especially with his current feelings towards him. I think I jinxed myself cause a few chapters before that one I was like 'ahh shit he turned 20 I just know they're gonna add sexual scenes between the two of them regardless of how sooyoung still dislikes/fears him or how despicable jinhwan still is' and well SO IT BEGINS
Also I knew jinhwan was fucked up but im surprised his character is the type that rationalizes everything bad he does. I first thought he'd be the type who's aware he's doing bad shit but doesn't care cause he'll do anything to get what he wants. So this is stressing me cause if he doesn't acknowledge his behavior and thinks he's justified , can he ever change? Cause if he's stays this way I do NOT want this mf near sooyoung bby get behind me
Unrelated but I hope taehee and him can stay friends it's sucks the one person who stuck with him was gone so early.
So if this is the censored version and there are nipples drawn in the r19 version I'm gonna screammm cause who is this censorship even for?! We can still see him biting on her titties there's just no pepperoni on the pizza WHAT is the point !! I don't get it, is nippleless boobies more appropriate than ones with nipples? It's like when they censor the swear words out of the most explicit rap songs ITSNOT MAKING A DIFFERENCE THATS WORTH THE EFFORT
On another note
Please send me the r19 version pls
The way I start tearing up just thinking about how much he's gone through. I went from mad for him that the world won't leave him alone like he wanted to hoping he can find happiness and live a long life and make friends again
Why isn't this five season, two hundred and fifty chapter series yet? Im gonna explode i need this so bad and ITS HERE FINALLY
I'm in chapter 46 and I'm confused, when he said don't make me anxious and stuff, is he implying he's worried joobin is gonna cheat on him? I really love their dynamic and both of these guys but it's so annoying how much yikyung feels jealous over his past. I mean to be a little jealous, ok. But to be thinking about it that often? They are so good for each other, but yikyung gets on my nerves when he acts like that, it's like he doesn't trust joobin but I don't even think that's the case. I just hate when one person in a relationship resents how many people the other person slept with
Some of the comments make me wanna read this but I don't want to start if it includes blackmail or rape cause I don't like when the ml does that kinda shit. Can someome tell me if ml does stuff like that? Also I saw someone describe the ml as an orange flag so does that mean he's an asshole who improves or that he's a borderline red flag the whole way?
are they implying hes gonna walk into the ocean? Idk but that feels kind of disproportionate to what happened and also ooc for hanjun or maybe I'm looking into it and he just wanted a nice day at the beach... But I just read the new season of jinx so Im little on guard
Guys there's a bl sorta similar to this pls help me find it i looked everywhere. Basically the mc has a one sides crush on the ml. And the mc and ml are friend in high school and study all the time together. I think the mc had to leave his house before he graduated high school or wasn't able to go to college cause he was poor and needed to work. I think the last chapter I read he might have told the ml he likes him.
And I'm not sure if it's the same story or if I'm confusing with another but I think it was implied the ml dates girls at school to make the mc jealous but looks like both mc and ml don't know his feelings for him? But again maybe that's a different story. Pleas help
Why is everyone mad at chaewoo, he said "theres no way this prick likes mes" cause he's acting like a dickhead. Chaewoo is a regular wholesome person , a normal person wouldnt consider the way Euigeon treats him love so im not surprised chaewom thinks he doesn't like him. He's straight up treating like a cheater for talking to his friend. But somehow everyone is more mad at chaewoo for coming to this conclusion instead of euigeon for leading him to it
And euigeons track record doesn't help by the way
It's on me for thinking the redemption arc/chase arc was gonna start immediately. I mean technically he's chasing, but not the way he needs to be yet
So I get that iheon from real life might be the same as iheon from the book too.. but it sounds like iheon witnessed huimin's death multiple times and is trying to prevent it? He basically says that when thinking to himself at the hotel. So what i dont get is when he meets him again when time resets, why.. does he try to rape him again..? I mean, considering he knows the past and what it all leads to... It didn't work the other times... and huimin always gets depressed and wants to commit suicide...
It really shouldnt have took huimin crying and have a personality change for him to realise "huh. Maybe violence ISNT the answer" by the second reset bro is dumb as hell.
The only thing that would make sense for me is that he was blinded by revenge but based on iheon's internal monologue that wouldn't even make sense. He wants things to end differently and to be happy with him. So that brings us back to.. why the fuck did you try to rape and imprison him again if that's the case... iheon...
Also side note.. is it just me but is rape, imprisonment and breaking bones an overreaction.. iheon got stood up and beat up one afternoon and he decided to ruin huimin's whole LIFE
Whoever uploaded chapter 35 the first time ROBBED us. Everyone who only read the first version, go read the second version of 35!! It's much better
The end is so touching, my only complaint is myeongshins karma didn't feel all that satisfying to me. But omg.. yoon put that message for yoohan!! He wants to be the reason he livesss I'm crying
But why did he have to throw out his stuff that's so extra
Since yeonwoo got the reassurance he needed are we finally seeing growth? ! Real growth this time!? Now I just wish hyuk and hwibum can remain friends. Considering hyuk decided not to share his crush on hwibum but only changed his mind when he saw yeonwoo crashing out makes me positive hyuk is mature enough to move on from his crush and be friends with hwibum again normally. I mean they were best friends for years. It wouldn't be too far fetched for someone like hyuk to move on. Imo a crush shouldn't mean the death of a friendship, especially a long one.
Yeonwoo resolved his feelings so at this point even if hyuk and hwibum remained friends i dont think yeonwoo wouldn't be paranoid anymore. Lol he probably wouldn't love it, but he got the affirmations he needed and is hopefully secure enough in them. If he remained jealous and paranoid, it would negate this entire chapter where we finally see growth in him. Hyuk probably needs a loooooot of time apart to actually move on but I hope eventually we can see hyuk and hwibum are still friends, even if its only in a side chapter when the series ends. Maybe they could all play board games again and see yeonwoo all gloaty for beating hyuk again lol
Lol a lot of people don't realise chapter 45 and 46 were flashbacks. They aren't having sex in the current storyline, this was in the past before yeonhong became a moneylender. The time they had sex in the flashback was the first time they met since high school. So, no they didn't just have sex right now, that was in the past before everything. The question is did panther recognize yeonhong from high school when he slept with him...
The guy he calls pig was his old boss/debt collector, but currently yeonhong is his own boss and has his own business. Basically panther was a higher up in the business and the guy he owed money to made him sleep with panther for a favor. Yeonhong was furious so he decided he needed to pay back his debt and leave immediately. He asks taein to join him, so he hires him and they go to Seoul together. The flashback ends in the beginning of chapter 47 when yeonhong meets the police officer outside the office
At the current timeline panther almost definitely recognizes has his memory back but tbh i dont remember if yeonhong remembers panther from school, maybe someone can answer that. But basically he only knows panther is probably more powerful than he thought at first. We just aren't clear on what panthers motive is or why he basically sent himself to work under yeonhong. I'm guessing after they "reunited" when the slept together he was able to track him down and wanted to get closer to him
Oh my god... I knew their relationship was kinda weird but I thought it was both sided and NOT TO THAT EXTENT. Tbh I don't even think mom thinks of it sexually, I think she genuinely doesn't see anything wrong with what she's saying but WOULD have sex with him. It shows how messed up she is. It doesn't even look like shes trying to manipulate him, she looks actually confused at his reaction. I feel so bad for this guy, he's been trying to go along with his mom because he knows how unstable she is then she says THAT to him...