Okay, so, here's my honest opinion in 3 sections --
First of all, take a break from reading Yaoi.
You're not sexually confused, you're mentally confused.
Gay men like OTHER gay men. And vice versa with Lesbians.
So if you date a gay guy, that wouldn't work out.
Second of all, You stated that you only are attracted to two genders, so you might b...... reply
Honestly, I think your mother is trying to guilt-trip you so that you don't tell anyone. I know it's hard, but you've gotta stay strong.
If you haven't told your father, I think you should. Although it might lead to your parents splitting up, it's better than living in a broken household.
When you need any help, please just ask me, I've been in a...... 1 reply