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Aside from my giddiness for the high poly love trio feels in this chapter. I'm gonna state the obvious detail that I really like;
The state of Clara's evil cycle is most likely (or definitely) due to Azz and Iruma's tendency to accidentally leave her out (because of external factors, ofc not intentionally).
Her raw feelings are probably more like, "I want you two to spend more time with me. Stop hanging out so much with others and pay more attention to me" and with the evil cycle enabling those thoughts to go wilder, she's stuck with the need to keep Azz and Iruma at hand's reach—the need to possess.
"This way, the three of us can have more time together. This way, they'll pay more attention to me"
I find it bittersweet yet so fitting that her evil cycle, at the end of the day, is still rooted from her fear of being abandoned.
Despite how scary she is with this new side shown to us, she's still the Clara we know—the Clara who wants people to stay beside her, the Clara who's scared of the loneliness of being alone.
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Gosh, I absolutely adore mairuma so much because the message of this story is so amazing.
While there are chapters showcasing physical intimacy among different kinds of bonds between the cast, the simple moments where the characters just live in mundanity, the importance of the relationships they make with people, there's also chapters like this that explore situations that occur in real life.
The way Nova is so scared of what would happen of those who are born in the future with the same conditions as him is something so raw and real. Being a part of the minority in real life can feel so lonely and helpless especially when the ONLY person you know being a part of that minority is yourself.
Nova wanting to leave something behind despite being part of a minority is something so significant too. The need to feel capable of doing something, to feel worth, is a very strong feeling.
Chat, this manga means so much to me :((
God I've seen what you've done for others in love