
Any good recommendations with strong female leads?(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

Crimson karma : https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/crimson_karma/

I'm sorry for the late reply but I forgot one more to add : https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_villainess_will_crush_her_destruction_end_through_modern_firepower/

Any funny bls? Like where you'll laugh alot...or where there's funny memes at the end of the chapters?

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_m_in_the_middle_of_a_mission_but_my_classmates_xxx_is_in_full_view_jujutsu_kaisen_dj/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mobyama_aji_to_mobtani_crou_no_kareinaru_nichijou_e_no_chousen/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/darkness_hound/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/isekai_tensei_ore_ga_otome_ge_de_kyuuseishu/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zettai_bl_ni_naru_sekai_vs_zettai_bl_ni_naritakunai_otoko/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nan_hao_shang_feng/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/megumi_and_tsugumi/

idk if dis is yaoi but here
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mr_ostrich/

Have you ever felt like u don't want to be happy? Or that you don't deserve happiness. I literally spend half my days thinking of how to die. If I take up a sharp object or if I'm cooking I'll literally look at the knife and think "why don't u just stab yourself". Sigh the things I used to enjoy and make me happy don't do that anymore. I don't know what to do.

That sounds horrible. I had those thoughts and that's when I thought I needed to go to therapy and seek help. Just remember that during this hard time, you are still valid, you are still important, and have a purpose. When things don't make me happy anymore, I honestly take a break. I walk away from it. I was a photographer, but it gave me so much anxiety that I stopped. Then I got into webtoons and manga again. Seeing the pretty art made me thing of taking photos again. Anyway. Please seek help in anyway you think is possible.

I need recommendations for sad, depressing shit. Like manhwas that'll make me cry for days, weeks even months( Lol I know I'm a psycho). Any genre but ...preferably BL tho.
Thank you(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

THINGS THAT MADE ME CRY
BL
~ Spring Snow (OdongTong)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/spring_snow_odongtong/
~ Back in time to you
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/back_in_time_to_you/?x9RV
~ 10 years where I loved you the most
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
~ Not for the faint of heart
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/not_for_the_faint_of_heart/
~ Banana Fish
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/banana_fish/
~ Hebi no Seiktsu
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hebi_no_seikatsu/
(If you are confused, see my explanation: http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/6455693/ )
~ The Specific Heat Capacity of love
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_specific_heat_capacity_of_love/
~ December Rain
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/december_rain/
Non-BL
~ The Horizon
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_horizon/
^ highly recommend
~ The Witch of Mine
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/this_witch_of_mine/?dorm
^one of my favourites
~ Deep Love: Ayu no Monogatarai
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_ayu_no_monogatari/
Sequels:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_host/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_reina_no_unmei/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_pao_no_monogatari/
~ Days of Hana
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hana_haru_seok_woo/
~ This Time I Will definitely be happy!
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/this_time_i_will_definitely_be_happy/
~ The Wolf Lord’s Lady
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_wolf_lord_s_lady/
~ Sea Foam
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sea_foam/
~ Lollipop or a Bullet
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_lollipop_or_a_bullet/
~ Uncomfortable Truth
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/an_uncomfortable_truth/?F8kz
~ My broken Mariko
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_broken_mariko/
~ To you, the immortal
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/to_you_the_immortal/?F4GI
~ toki doki
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/toki_doki/
Hope this helped

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koizora/
Well this really made me cry like shit
Scariest Manhwa/Manga you've ever read. Or just any that gave u the creeps (⌒▽⌒)
Zankyou, Rikudou (mainly the initial shock of the beginning), Shokuryou Jinrui (not as scary as ppl make it out to be), Juujika no Rokunin. None of these were really TERRIFYING, but they stick out in my mind. However, I have a few novels that have physically made me cringe and or feel sick