it was my sister's wedding and the photographer there was flirting with me and i flirted back. he also wanted to get me laid lol. at my parents house!!! i denied it , and we just shared number. later i got to know that he was married. also i had a bf then reply
because i am a coward. i grab a blade everyday wanting to cut my wrist but my coward ass can't even do that. sometimes i also think that what if i fail to die and there would be so many people side eyeing me , guessing why i did that. i even worry about what will people think of me even after i die. will they read my journal and go through my phone...... 1 reply
i've already completed my bachelor in agriculture. now im preparing for masters in entomology. wish me luck cause ive already failed two entrance exam reply
which one is the real me? i have so many versions of me. for my family i am the most shy most caring , most awkward person ever. all my relatives love me for this , yes because i am shy and timid infront of them. i have anxiety so yes I am shy according to them. but for my friends i am a freaky outgoing person and also someone who's always very anxious. for my boyfriend i am the most craziest and freakiest person. the things we did can't be disclosed. so i wonder which one is the real me? actually i want to do so many things but due to my severe social anxiety i just can't. i can't even walk alone. when i went for college i saw some changes in me. that was first time i ever danced and sang in stage . i have always wanted to do that. so the me who can't do that is real or the one who did that? ah idk what i am saying anymore i feel anxious also i don't sometimes. all these feels like a puzzle. i should stop here. bye . thank you for your time