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I read most of mangas of this series and some of them are jerk seme and this one comes on second one after that Playboy seme , I feel bad for uke he has to wait after cooking for seme then he comes late he wants your affection why wanting affection is equal to age matter? He keep on reminding uke he behaves like a kid despite being 25 years old it's like he is reminding him he is getting older man you are fuckin stone age old stop reminding him his fuckin age uke should have slept with someone else. Shit fuck this manga I m so frustrated by seme stupid cold and ignorant act
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Seme is straight up jerk he says insensitive stuffs also i can't believe how these uke fall for such a douchebag, it's clear uke said I love u to seme but seme never did not till the end he only see uke as sex release if third party has entered may be seme would have done more efforts, i like bully seme's but this one not bully but insensitive and make uke feel like an idiot
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Seeing both of them wants to contact each other but can't Aidan not reaching cuz he won't cling to him and Dio know Aidan don't love him , actually this manhwa is not so dramatic compare to asian stories this one has most realistic situation life , career , past trauma and mistakes makes men perfect and imperfect both Aidan is that kind of guy whom u can blame pity but can't hate as Dio won't so as i can't. Shit upcoming chapters gonna be more angsty --
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Aidan woke up while Dio cry for him, Aidan has sweet talk with his dead son Brian and accepted to die cuz he feels free staying in coma but Dio was holding him and crying on face he felt a warmth as someone is waiting for him as he gain concious he called out his son name Brian and Dio left , i know Dio don't want to meet Aidan but to call out the name of his son indicates Aidan has not move on and Dio is not important as his previous family and
this kinda hurts me.
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Uff... i think I'm gonna leave before this happens.. this chapter already depressed me.
My mistake for thinking it would be a corny cute, romantic and happy story.
But of course I admit that I love this type of stories. They feel deep, raw and relatable but, right now I'm here for some happy moments, that's what I need with these two(/TДT)/
Thanx so much for your explenation ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
I say I'll leave but I know I'll be reading it next update (≧∀≦)
It's a good read even with the angst(▰˘◡˘▰)
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True i started it out of blue in Feb cuz I was in the mood of reading something romantic and green flag seme and as chapters goes by i started to get more and more into it, I love how lovely they look together how life courses for a seme (Aidan) make him meet a guy who is giving him butterfly inside his stomach after his mistake in past, I love angst but to see them getting apart is breaking my heart so much Aidan did not have to decide everything himself I know Dio is younger then him and he don't want him to change his life choices for his sake but it's his own wish to do that cuz dio loves him and after 24 chp Dio is clear that Aidan just don't love him same way he does which is a lie but Aidan did not say a word and it complicated stuff, even in next chp Aidan will regret his decision cuz Dio would say "I hope you meet someone better boss" which he can't be part of him life anymore.
Your welcome,
I just check out raws every week and translate to know what's going on and it just end up hurting me more and more for Dio cuz I hope Aidan just leave army and stay with Dio opening some shop of their own get married and have kids.
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Khaol don't deserves happy ending that's what disappointed me he didn't help river when he called out his name cuz khaol is selfish and didn't care about anyone just to see his lover he cursed river bloodline he did not deserved a human life they could have been animal , river is just too kind i would just let that guy suffer in prison, heil is good character a best one who settled for his love one, this manhwa is interesting I love when second seme won this time. Best., i don't like coward semes who just weak and coward so heil is better strong, funny and caring.
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Seme is such a curel man I just can't with this Mangaka's works most of her seme's are actually fuckin jerk , same goes for uke is selfish , it's like seme for his role playing villain arc for 1 year , there is no I love you in the end it's like seme is only after uke's body and uke just accepted seme as it is but i think for long arc of couple getting together I love this mangaka's only longest work "Aoi Hitsuji no Yume" even though seme sleep around but uke accepted cuz they were not official after becoming couple seme didn't sleep around, i starve for uke chasing seme but after all the hurtful shit seme said I wonder why uke still like him i would never like a guy ever in my life who would say "how does it feel to be embraced by someone who don't desire your body" shit that hurted me so bad and uke just don't have any backbone
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Also katagiri character mangala made purposely childish and annoying so seme could look mature i don't like katagiri cuz there was no explanation for his character feelings and all , all part revolves around seme sleeping around and uke trying to get over seme by sleeping with katagiri just using him as by sider is cruel thing.
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Ilay is acting like a crazy teenager who fall in love for the first time in his life lol , but ilay is better than many other characters i have seen(ceaser and zehniya) since it's novel is made back in 2006 so others are just carbon copy of passion , mostly ilay character is that cuz he just born this way there is no trauma and experience for us that could make us pity party him so we could like him cuz ilay is strong himself with no weakness unless it's tay who is becoming his dear . I actually noticed passion is actually good storyline which don't revolve around sex alone plot is also there.
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Who said uke is virgin? Tay have sex with guys as well but he was just top with them he is bottom with ilay only and he can't resist him since ilay just not match to fight back , and that's why it's old novel they are classic in behaviour unlike roses and champagne and codename, if you read novel and manhwa at the same time you would feel that ilay don't have trauma or anything to have this type of personality he just born this way old time seme don't used to trauma they just not weak to their past just as ilay is.
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Yes, since tay as kid told ilay to correctly pronounce his name since Korean names are usually hard for foreigners to speak, and even before Tay could know whom he is speaking to tay himself cut off the line, ilay knew it's tay whom he speak to that's why when he pointed gun at his twin brother at party and gun backfired on ilay hand he said "i want to meet your brother" so ilay knew all along about tay but tay don't have memory of that convo at all .
I loved first story cuz of insecurity of uke and he should have punched his ex seme is kind, caring and loving also second story is pretty simple with persistent uke who did trial dating with seme and he fall for it about third one uke back is in grave danger cuz the way he keep on having sex with him lol when seme's are insecure they have unlimited sex he fear that just like 3 years ago uke left him he will do same now seme is kinda selfish, possesive and horny.