2015-05-02 00:56 marked
2015-04-26 17:24 marked
I think there is something a little more subtle in Kurose's speech than it sounds like.
"I came to love Shirotani-san ... It's because Shirotani-san has mysophobia."
Shirotani clearly interprets that to me that it's his mental illness that attracts Kurose, and in that case, how would it serve Kurose's agenda to cure it, but Kurose is aware that Shirotani thinks he's dirty because of some past trauma involving his father. Maybe the attraction is about getting Shirotani to accept the fact that he has already "been defiled" or "warped" (in the language and self-talk of a mysophobe) , and that he can't change the fact that this happened to him, but meanwhile, the world hasn't ended, he hasn't died and he is loved and desired ... in spite of being "dirty" and "warped". Acceptance is the first part of working through a condition like this.
"I can't help but get excited by you getting warped and you accept no one else but me."
What Shirotani thinks is warped — ie.., sex — isn't, but if he persists in thinking it is, Kurose will still love him all the way through it. That's the biggest love confession a person can give: that they are willing to love another, warts and all.
"The feeling of not wanting to hurt Shirotani-san and the feeling of defiling you so badly are both existing inside of me."
Well Kurose doesn't see Shirotani as defiled at all. He is, after all, Kurose's ideal. He loves him and doesn't want to hurt him, but also desires him — the fulfillment of which Shirotani sees as defilement. It isn't. All Kurose is saying is that he wants to break through that blockage that Shirotani has which prevents him from enjoying human touch, specifically Kurose's touch.
We can see it is Kurose's action. If he didn't care, he would've used Shirotani to get off in spite of Shirotani's misery. Instead, all he has done is help Shirotani to get off.
"I came to love Shirotani-san ... It's because Shirotani-san has mysophobia."
Shirotani clearly interprets that to me that it's his mental illness that attracts Kurose, and in that case, how would it serve Kurose's agenda to cure it, but Kurose is aware that Shirotani thinks he's dirty because of some past trauma involving his father. Maybe the attraction is about getting Shirotani to accept the fact that he has already "been defiled" or "warped" (in the language and self-talk of a mysophobe) , and that he can't change the fact that this happened to him, but meanwhile, the world hasn't ended, he hasn't died and he is loved and desired ... in spite of being "dirty" and "warped". Acceptance is the first part of working through a condition like this.
"I can't help but get excited by you getting warped and you accept no one else but me."
What Shirotani thinks is warped — ie.., sex — isn't, but if he persists in thinking it is, Kurose will still love him all the way through it. That's the biggest love confession a person can give: that they are willing to love another, warts and all.
"The feeling of not wanting to hurt Shirotani-san and the feeling of defiling you so badly are both existing inside of me."
Well Kurose doesn't see Shirotani as defiled at all. He is, after all, Kurose's ideal. He loves him and doesn't want to hurt him, but also desires him — the fulfillment of which Shirotani sees as defilement. It isn't. All Kurose is saying is that he wants to break through that blockage that Shirotani has which prevents him from enjoying human touch, specifically Kurose's touch.
We can see it is Kurose's action. If he didn't care, he would've used Shirotani to get off in spite of Shirotani's misery. Instead, all he has done is help Shirotani to get off.
2015-04-20 12:22 marked
Does anyone know a great manga with a scientist on it? Yaoi, or any genre really. It'd be much a appreciated for a recommendation. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
2015-04-15 02:06 marked
Have you ever read a yaoi that was just so weird that you just say "That's enough internet for today"? For me, it was the one with the chinko. Not that the story was bad (I actually find it to be one of my favorite), but it was just plain weird.
2015-04-10 21:16 marked
do you guy have any pet peeves about manga. Mine is I can't stand glasses, I avoid any manga with the main character that has glasses. There are few expectations but it under five and I barred with it. Random I know, just really curious
2015-04-09 02:50 marked
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2015-03-04 01:42 marked
What is the best art you have ever come across?
2015-02-16 17:57 marked
2015-02-11 11:53 marked
2015-02-09 07:29 marked
life was much better when people didn't know what Yaoi or manga was , I kind regret telling people about it , it attracted haters as much as it attracted other fans :/
2014-11-30 15:45 marked
any yaoi with rape but in the end they'll end up together. either the seme is the older than the uke (vice versa)
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2014-11-29 22:19 marked
Hello
im just thinking why majority girls like to read yaoi or gay story than yuri lesbian and normal couple shoujo?? You see even i like to read yaoi hahahaga.so do you think this weird cos i always think man like yaoi.so pls answer this question.
im just thinking why majority girls like to read yaoi or gay story than yuri lesbian and normal couple shoujo?? You see even i like to read yaoi hahahaga.so do you think this weird cos i always think man like yaoi.so pls answer this question.
2014-11-23 14:18 marked
2014-11-07 12:13 marked
Not being funny I love yaoi I want to see chapter updates not all these doujinshi's there has been loads updated everyday for the past fortnight and mainly on certain anime series I don't mind the odd oneshot or two but this is ridiculous!!!!
2014-10-06 23:24 marked
hi there ..well you see i'm a pharmacist i spend all day standing on my feet filling prescriptions and when i finally got home i should rest all right..but NOOOOOOOO reading manga is way more important i also read ordinary novels plus the pharmaceutical books so in short i'm beat .. i should rest but how could I when i'm in work all i can think of is yoshiro and doumeki will they kiss will they update this manga or that one for that matter ..i don't know how to stop ..i think maybe if i get married have a new life ..but again will I ever get married ..i mean i'm already in my late twenties so in my country is way too late plus every girl i know friends or family got married ..damn it so i'm kind of freak of nature here..my grand ma every time she saw me she say :i pray for you dear and then silence like it was somebody die or something ..i hate it ..why aren't married yet..?that's what they think ..well i haven't find my soul mate yet simple ...but to them family ties social relationships and so on ..not entirely about love..and my friends when they got married they kinda drifted apart ...i don't know why ..new life may be i don't know or care any more i read manga and it sooth my pain and loneliness and that's what's matter .. i read once someone 's comment calling us shoujo /yaoi fangirls ..with some insulting terms saying that we 're dump and can not realize the difference between fanatsy and reality ..well we know the difference all right but some how it easier to think about fanatsy than the bitter reality we find romance and hold on to it hoping that it'll come to our real lonely world ..well maybe it's a dream but that's the beauty of dreams no one can take them away ....
2014-09-30 05:13 marked
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