STAN CAIN!! ALL MY HOMIES LOVE CAIN!! He’s so responsible giving jooin water instead of MORE alcohol like fff and the fact that he’s listening to jooin’s problems instead of tryna get down and dirty and taking advantage of him like SUM PPL WE KNOW.
。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。 ima be se sad if Cain and Jooin don’t end up together
The blonde one struck a deal with some typa demon or sumthing that would allow him to get rid of his parents BECAUSE they were abusive, and I think it happened on the night when mc went thru the window and ended up getting thrown into the room with the black door along with the blind guy. And in that darkness sumthing like spoke to the blonde guy and you know because they were kids it probably presented itself to both or only the blonde kid, and I think when his parents went back into the room to get the kids out THATS when the blond guy killed his parents, and the reason mc can see the hands too is because he was there when the deal was struck or something.
And the blonde guy isn’t affected by the mirrors and the hands because he spoke with the demon in the mirror in that one flashback the teacher had so he’s not afraid and I think the hands are from all the people he has killed or that have been killed over time and that wtv demon that gave him that ability has been making the same deal for centuries since one of the ppl said that the earliest case of that dates back to the 18th century.
And I think the last bit of memory the mc is missing IS THAT NIGHT where they struck the deal and maybe the mc hallucinates because he also made the deal since he said he felt powerless to help and stop adults from bullying him so he didn’t want to feel like that but then after the parents died and ppl saw him he decided to forget and the reflections are prolly the demon talking to him so he will remember the deal which is probably something like the demon helps get rid of the bad people who hurt/take advantage of them and in return they have to kill people to feed the demon or give it energy or something.
I can understand where Kyungsoo is coming from but I can also see where Chowon is coming from as well. As someone who needed years of therapy and hospital visits to change and become a better person I know how hard Chowon must be trying and how difficult it feels when someone who’s opinion you value makes you feel like you aren't trying hard enough even when you’re giving it your all :(. But as someone who’s stayed for over a year in a toxic relationship hoping for them to change I can also understand Kyungsoo’s frustration and the desire to give up when you see your partner revert to their old ways/habits. It's difficult and doesn’t always work out but i think that, if handled properly, Chowon’s redemption arc could be really amazing.
Honestly, this is really well written. As the saying goes it takes two to tango and right now Ivan is just standing there while Hyun is trying to do it on his own. Maybe it’s cuz he’s in his 30’s but i really like that he isn’t just sitting down like he’s told but is instead, actively trying to work out with the issue with Ivan is because that’s how relationships are supposed to work. Even if they aren’t your partners problems, that’s what they are there for, to help you work thru said problems and help you keep your head up thru it all. Keeping secrets from your partner, even if you think its for their sake, is never good because you shouldn’t decide what your partner can and cannot understand. Its up to them to decide and deciding for them is admittedly selfish, ESPECIALLY IF IT INVOLVES THEM, which from what we’ve seen, whatever is going on with Ivan definitely involves Hyun. If Hyun were to ask for a break I would honestly say yes thats the best course of action until Ivan feels like he can communicate with him
I’ve been reading bl for 6 years now and I keep seeing the words “uke” and “seme” in comments or in notes so I gotta ask, wth do they mean??
Uke is like the bottom of a bl/gay relation or anything such and seme is the top. Idk if that helps but yeh
Ah that does help thank you, now all I have to do is remember which word means what