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I gave up on loving someone too, like you, I think I'm ugly, and not only that but a shitty hypocrite, everyone thinks I'm sweet and happy, but that's just a mask so other people can "tolerate me" , because if I showed my true colors, I would be doomed lol ,and I'm awkward af with boys so that's another reason people avoid me. Well whatever, Don'......

Short answer: no. Long answer: your self-image seems very painful, and for the sake of your happiness (which has nothing to do with whether you are or aren't in a relationship), I hope you find ways to reconcile your reflection with your ideal. I suspect your self-reflection is too harsh and your ideals are somewhat, if not wholly, out of reach, ......

we're similar hhaha. I'm 21 and I never had boyfriend or kiss someone,NOTHING! ah but what can you do? Just enjoy in other things in life (▰˘◡˘▰)

In exams, i tried before (it did not feel right lol). I was never in an official relationship. But I don't want to be cheated on so I think will never cheat. I'd rather break up than hurt my partner. Nobody deserves to be cheated on.