Pokana's Things

I’ve been thinking about this and I just need a tiny push to fully confirm my decision.

My sister and I had a huge argument one day, and during this argument, she pointed out every flaw and every insecurity I have.

She did apologize after crashing the fuck out on me while crying her eyes out for god knows what. The reason for the argument? I was teasing her and joking with her but she somehow took that personal.

Personally, this made me feel extra insecure as its my sibling confronting me about it. I’ve been ignoring and avoiding her ever since the argument, which was in the beginning of 2025.

She’s also been “extra nice” to me after this argument as I think she knows I’m avoiding her. My dad even asked if me and my sister were best friends, as a way to think we are on good terms, and I always avoid that question.

She is always loud as well, blasting music or watching Netflix with full volume on her tv, she never lets me have a good night sleep even after I verbally complained about it to my mom. I bet my mom is tired of telling her to shut up for me.


She is moving to college to go california and I now have the chance to fully cut her out of my life. Should I do it?

Personally, I get sick all the time that’s why I always switch between yuri,yaoi, and straight storylines

The reason I get sick of it is probably the big amount of smut scenes in it.. like why are they fucking every other chapter…it gets to a point

Anyways give me some yuri mangas,manhwa, etc to read!

I’ll go first:

I see myself in kageyama both in haikyuu and mob psycho

Haikyuu - I relate to how he’s always alone and independent, how he pushes everyone away from him

Mob psycho - I relate to him cuz I always have a need to be known and have friends

ThAtz just me but I think people would say I’m a character who eats alot cuz I’m a big back lol

Personally, not really. I miss 2020 era so much that whenever I see TikTok’s of it, I can’t help but have a wave of nostalgia pierce through my heart.

It’s INSANE that 2020 is now half a decade ago

Recently, I had this one group of friends talk about me behind my back in a negative way.

The crazy part is, I have barely or not even interacted with any of them. The only time I have with one, she gave me extreme attitude like she was better than me. (PS her friend told me what she said, as we are really close) Most of them would be two face and act nice.

However, the group is known for being judgemental and very prideful because they think they are smarter than everyone else.

I know I shouldn’t get personal with this, but I just can’t help it. I’m going to have to interact with these individuals until I graduate.

Is there any tips on how you, yourself, normally brush these gossips off? Like as in, not hold a grudge on them to the point where you don’t actually start a fight/drama?

(Repost because my grammar sucked on the first one)