Can someone explain me what happened with Dohyun? Like I get his psyche is very weak now, but Idk why he acted like that in this moment
I see it differently. My theory is that, after "Losing it", Dohyun wanted to go back to his idealized adolescence before he lost the seme. like, he wanted to fake as if the last years did not happen and it is just him and the seme, being together happily as when they were young. But, starting things over means to accept that all that happened, well, happened. That means facilng reallity, his shitty life as an adult, and his traumatic experience. Thus, it is better or "safer" to convince yourself that nothing happened. It is a psychological mechanism of self-preservation very common of victims of sexual agression. Denial
Just a friendly reminder that has little to no relevance with what everything happening in the story. If you’re a boy and you don’t like kissing other boys that doesn’t mean youre a homophobe. Same with girls. You don’t like it and that’s okay too. If you hate gays for being gays you’re a homophobe and that’s a shitty trait.
I liked Junho wayyyyyyy more than the first lead