Ochinchin

Recommend me some tragic manga/hwa/hua

I badly want to know the sauce of this story: " so the uke really love the seme a lot, the uke watch the seme as they grow up while the seme notice the uke's feeling, he thought that it will eventually pass by. The seme is bisexual so he gets with guys and girls but then one day when the seme was talking to his friends about the uke, he said " I hope his feelings for me will be gone already having him with me when I'm in a relationship is so stressful I always have to pay attention to him" and when uke heard that he ran away. Days later the seme notice that the uke has not been talking to him, so he starts a chat with the uke when he saw him. And when they were talking the uke confessed and also said " I loved you ever since we met, you were the light to my dark world but now I feel like you're the one who became the dark world that I'm living in. So I want to thank you for all these years you were besides me, I won't bother you anymore I'll let you go" then the uke walks away, the seme didn't chase after him because he thought that was for the best. But then he deeply regrets it and tried to find the uke, he kept dreaming of the uke's smile he would cry afterwards. He said "where are you right now, why aren't you with me, I miss you so much, I feel like dying, I wished I could've spent the time you were with me better, I wished that I could go back to that moment and chase after you" years later the seme saw the uke coming out from hotel with a man and decides to literally stalk him, the seme was mad pissed and he got jealous (100x max) to the point where he decide to follow the uke to his home and kidnapped him bringing him to his place and basically keeping him there." Pls guyss I just copy paste it help me to find the sauce!!! ╥﹏╥