
I can't believe that I've reread this because of its angst As far as I can remember, I rarely (if not, never) read a story twice, no matter how good it is) and definitely no chance if I still remember its story (Made an exception to Mo dao zu shi and this BJ Alex)
I was just looking for angst to read and this bitch of hand searched up BJ Alex unconsciously. In 2019, this was one of the best BL I've ever read (was new to this genre)
I still recall on how I kept on dropping this because of the second hand embarrassment (Still took breaks from reading ) But I'm glad I didn't completely drop this CAUSE DAMN THE ANGST- LOVE IT- There's just something with it that makes your heart drop- something like that (or maybe because I just relate and shit) Can't really explain it
So yeah. I didn't have an account back then so I probably didn't comment I reminisce too much and ramble (One thing I noticed about myself )

Is it just me or I don't think the pink haired girl isn't fat?? Like I don't think she's skinny either- I feel like she just have an average body type (Or maybe it's just because the China's beauty standards are so high so yeah )
ALSO I love how no one is questioning the girlfriend stuff- LIKE HOMOPHOBIA DOESN'T EXIST THERE
This shit brings back so many memories. I don't even know where to start, doesn't matter anyhow. I'm so glad that I suddenly remembered this out of nowhere.
I remember how I was so frustrated back then because Raku is confusing, there was no season 3, was still confused on who's the promise girl (GAH I rooted all the way in Chitoge) Still nothing changed, I absolutely still (and will) adore Chitoge, Raku was still kinda frustrating, the closer I am to the story, the more I'm anxious about the promised girl Though I'm glad that all my frustrations weren't in vain. Kudos for everyone getting character development.
Come to think of it, I just remembered that I actually searched for spoilers, on who the promised girl is when I finished the anime. (Can't believe I just remembered it now) Boy, to tell you how that shit was a battlefield. Almost like every platform was a mess, especially on the topics that includes the spoilers (where Raku ends up with Chitoge) a lot of people fucking hated Chitoge, like saying she doesn't deserve him, Kosaki should've been the end game, Raku will be in a abusive relationship and such. It was just a pain in the ass
I was bent down defending Chitoge, to the point that I got death threats and almost got doxxed (Nothing an Alpha Male can't handle
Same THIS MANGA MAKES ME FEEL OLD