I've been reading this for months now and I'm on the latest chapter actually, but CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN WHAT THE HELL IS HIS CONDITION??? I get that he's good at balancing his self that's why he can stand up properly in some panels but the placement of his crutch confuses me too. Is it like numb thats why when they're having smexy time it doesn't hurt when even when they plokplok hard? Is it in the state of recovery coz I somehow recall that he borrowed money for his injured leg? I-I just (/TДT)/
Please someone just explain his condition to me coz even if i want to enjoy reading them banging I can't enjoy it that much coz of the existing idea of his injury
Hey dear reader I wrote something kind of similar a while ago and someone explained it to me a bit so here it goes.
Apparently mc has a condition, which I forgot the name of, in which he makes his own narrative of things around him. Especially the one who gives him love, which is the Top. He is basically fixiated on Top and everything that seems like a threat alarms him. So basically even though his reaction doesn’t seem normal to us its normal to him due to his past traumatic experiences. I mean I get that and I am trying to understand it as well. I cant come up with any better than this bc I really do like their dynamic and relationship.
I also think that both of them don’t really know how a healthy relationship especially communication works so ofc MC won’t tell Top kun that he was jealous, which is actually totally normal and okay.
I just reccomend therapy
Yukuzas, specially men, are really dominant and possessive of their keeps that's why sleeping with another person just to gain crucial information is evidently normal among them because unlike us normal people, they do not associate sex with love and the likes. It's one of the reasons too why they do not let or marry women that are deemed mentally 'too weak' in their organization because they are yakuzas, they battle bad with bad, they are meant to be harsh. I'm not saying its acceptable in real life but this is fiction whos setting revolves around yakuzas and their organization, they do bad things. That is also why in the previous chapters when Yoshino was shushed by her male yakuza elders she just ingnored the shit outta them coz she knows they half meant it but not in a bad way. This is also why she isn't bothered by him professing his love for her yet sleeping with other people, coz she knows business is business, if they don't use their reseources they are gonna fall down and worst die. The story wasn't written for us to witness a fluffy doki doki romance between two yakuzas and people need sto understand that. There are no morals here and that was introduced at the very beginning of the story so one who is wrong here is evidently not the author but those ppl who still read the story nit minding all the red flags that is literally written on the first chapter then proceeds to rant abt how this is not good and wjy they are dropping it.
I legit concluded that the reason his mom cannot go get him back is because maybe she ended up in a mental hospital when she got out of shit dad's grasp because from the flashbacks hyesung has, it is really bad, I'm still trying to hold on to that conclusion specially from the dead look on her eyes at that last panel. His trauma is more severe that we thought, he needs all this time to heal. If he tries to act all positive now the wound will just probably deepen and will cause more damage to him and if worse comes to worst, he might end up hurting his family specially byul. He needs to recuperate and he's not unfair or a coward for that.
FUCK THE GORILLA LOOKING ASS EMPEROR ROT IN FUCKING HELL DUMB BITCH DADDY JUST WANNA BE LEFT ALONE WITH HIS DAUGHTER AND TO ACTUALLY SHOW HER HE CHERISH HER BUT BCOZ OF UR STUPID ASS THE FIRST TIMELINE ENDED UP LIKE THAT
ALSO, FUCK MIKHAIL THAT ARROGANT INSECURE MOTHERFUCKING NARCISSIST I HOPE UR BALLS FALL AND YOUR DICC GETS CHOPPED U DONT LOVE HER BUT YOU WANT HER TO ONLY LOVE YOU???? FUCK U ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
Does anyone know where to pick up in the novel?
start with chapter 30 part 1 https://rubymaybetranslations.com/table-of-contents/
Maxi was abused, neglected and abandoned by her own people, family and that can reallybdamage your intelligence that even the most common, common sense is doubt worthy. She was practically sold off to marriage coz they dont want the ml to gain much power and her being deemed useless is the best way to stop it. She wasn't given the proper education that's why she lacks in a lot of area. Its like learning 3rd grade math, just the basics, and then getting a 12th grade calculus to solve. That gap between her education and the education she needed was far too big. That's why she seemed stupid.
3. Imo, she's actually doing pretty well working her self to get accustomed to her new environment no matter how different it is from the house she grew up in. She wants to fulfill her duty as the duchess of the house but doesn't know where to start so she's being clumsy in the beginning while in the the current chapter she's working on it. She's also passionate abt being a good master to their land and is doing pretty well learning things she needs to learn. It's evident that she's knew to the affectionate and appreciative way her people and husband now gives her so she's reacting childishly to it. Like a kid getting complemented for the first time and not getting scolded. Their relationship would actually be one of the driving force for her to gain confidence coz atleast there she can feel comftable and protected.
Appreciate the madam more guys, she got a pretty rough life. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
Thank you! You said what I wanted to! Abuse isn't just physical beatings or mental hindrances. Abuse is a lot more complex and traps a person, limiting their reach and full capabilities. Education, interpersonal relationships, power. Abuse damages a person, not just at the moment, but it also creates long term consequences and traumas.
rightttt many ppl always have this misconception that you instantly gain the things you dont have once you step out of that really bad position when irl u dont. Even I who didn't came from an abusive household knows that much. Abuse will be deep rooted into you when you experience it no matter how 'light' it is. Abuse is abuse and trauma is trauma. The manhwa actually did a good job portraying, although not that on point, what will happen to you in every aspect of your well being when you're finally trying to move on from the trauma. I hope ppl would understand that more. ( ̄∇ ̄")
If you don't like the story and its not your cup of tea, again, drop it. No need to tell people that you don't like it and 'its gross coz its incest' guilt tripping others for liking it. No one forced you to read. From the beginning the end game has always been evident, the characters were also separated since they were children, no communication at all to develop their familial love for each other, and just reconciled literally just a few months. It's also evident that they present each other as 'brother' and 'sister' because by law they are under one name.
If its not your cup of tea, again, drop it and don't ruin it for everyone who actually likes the story. This doesn't affect reality what so ever because that's bullshit.
Good day (●'◡'●)ノ
I remember seeing one comment before that was asking 'why she acts like a child even when she turned back in time' or something like this but I cannot find it anymore to reply but my take to it was maybe because most of her life up until she died she was trapped and abused inside that house she did not get enough-- lets say-- materials and influence to actually help her to be more mature fitting to her age. Plus, she came back in time so even if she thinks like an adult her brain will still have the thought process of a child coz its not still fully developed. That is the only logical explanation I can muster so I hope this helps you whoever you are ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Imma go in jail but lets do it, grab your pitchforks folks (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 lest burn that mf down