Frustrating. Unsatisfying. Life is OK, I have a good job and I'm not necessarily unhappy, I just feel like I can do better. I was happier when I was a student. I guess I'm in that weird early twenties post college stage where you haven't quite given up on your dreams, still believing there is something grand out there for you, but you've began acc......
It's tiring. Sometimes there are moments of self-acceptance and peace but mostly I'm always nervous, anxious, tired. I'm very lonely and lost. I want to change myself but it seems I don't have enough strength in me to endure the pain of the process. Being me, at this point of my life, is very tiring. I hope somehow things get better.
I'm INFP-T (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ I'm always be the "bridge" person for my friends. I tend to avoid any kinds of problems but it ended up hurting people since they think I'm ignoring them X"D I can't express myself easily though ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ I both introvert and extrovert but my introvert side is taking dominance now......
Omg! I thought I was the only one! Whenever I read yaoi I get major penis envy. I keep thinking it would be nice to grow a dick and be a seme. I think it's because as women, we can only have the submissive role. Even if we were to have a dominant role, we will always be the one to "receive". We can never be the one to "attack" or "penetrate". Or ma......
I'm not an innocent bitch. I have sinful eyes and I have seen everything. I didn't know fifteen year old (correct me if I'm wrong) boys who have never nutted before could shoot a gallon of semen twenty feet into the air, though, for like twenty seconds straight. I'm not fazed by the sex part because i mean whatevs it's pretty dirty, whatever. If ......
Nice art would be on top of the list, I don't mind cliché plots coz I believe that each mangaka adds their very own flavor to the table. I also very much prefer if the uke is light-haired, most preferably blonde. I catch myself being disinterested if the uke has black hair. Lately I've been thoroughly enjoying pshychological BL, the more twiste......
y o u .