
Please help me find manhwa that makes your chest hurt because of how poorly the bottom is treated, but then the top grovels im reading mated to the ruthless alpha and while its not my fav, it made my chest hurt real bad and I want more

UGH https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2901760/ EVERYTHING HERE MAKES ME WANNA SLAP THE SH PUT OF EVERYONE
The top is blonde, bottom has black hair, bottom is a dancer, the top was trying to help him and loved him but bottom didnt feel the same. And top was in the army too. I think they were russian. Please help!
Is it 'The First Commandment'?
This maybe? https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/solo_for_two_mature/
Thanks so much thats the one!
Its not but thank you, ill check it out anyway:)