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It doesn't feel fair to be upset at the fact that Seo is an active porn actor. It's fine to be unhappy at the idea of you, personally, dating someone who works in the adult industry, and it's fine to compare your reaction to Natori's. But a recurring theme in this manga is Seo being an actor and how they maintain their relationship around this fact. They've mentioned multiple times that it isn't easy, and that having a stable relationship with someone outside of the industry is rare. But that's the point. It's NOT easy. It's NOT all sunshine and rainbows. They're working around this fact. (con't)

Besides, it feels a little close-minded to reserve this disdain for porn actors, imho. Regular actors do kissing and sex scenes all the time, and many of them are in relationships and/or married. The entertainment industry is complex and it can be hard to maintain a stable personal life outside of it. Again, that's the point of this manga.

If you don't like it, there are countless other BLs where a porn actor leaves the industry after finding a lover. Read Walk on Water, Life Ain't so Bad, Melt at Night, or anything else. But I don't see the point in complaining about it here when it's a main theme of the story.

As long am enjoying the dj, its all good for me~

I came here to share my one sided love for over 5 years.

Grade 8:

It started when he called me "otaku" because he discovered that I love watching anime around those times. He never missed calling me that nickname at first I find it super annoying, that it turn out I slowly fell for him.

It was the middle of the school year when I decided to confess my feelings for him. He never gave me a reply to my confession. I just let it be. Little by little the atmosphere between us became so awkward. Also during those times I unconciously showing to everyone that I have feelings for him.

Grade 9:

It was the most awkward year I ever have. It is almost we avoid each other intentionaly. But maybe it is not a good idea, because we always ended up as a groupmate in every group activites we have.

We became more like "not-so-fond" to each other whenever our MAPEH subject always gave us a task where we should do a "ballroom" or something that invovles by pairing. Actually it was the only subject that we are not in the same group.

He always watching every groups that performing, but when it comes to our group, he always writing or talking or rather leaving the classroom. It hurts, because my confession ruined our friendship.

Grade 10:

It was the last year of our junior high. My friends always telling me that "enjoy it while he still our classmates". Of course despite of the awkwardness I decided to take this oppurtunity.

Whenever I saw him, I always call him "crush". He never showed me an annoyed expression or anything. So I continued it until I'm the one who got embarrassed and stop it.

Until last period of our morning class ended. I was with my friend when he is behind us. With our other classmate. They teased him like "i love u please let me join u in your umbrella" and he was like "no" of course me that still has a feeling for him heard that and I looked at them and said "pssst! Stop" with matching glare.

Reality slapped me when I saw them with a shocked expression and they appologize jokingly. Afternoon classes came and my classmates who teased him told me that "after you said that and left he mummbled, "don't get my hopes high". " with grin in their face. I didn't believe on what they said, because it is indeed impossible.

Months passed and business plan defense come to an end. He gave me a left over of his cupcakes (that's his business all about) and my classmates saw us and told us that "u should take a picture before eating it so that u will have a remembrance." Dang I should listen to what they said. I regret it right now.

Our Araling Panlipunan (social studies, i dunno if it is correct term) decided to make a a debate between every groups. I'm not that a genius person but our teacher appoints me to lead the group. He is also a leader.

No one's want to debate against him, but for me it is the only gift that I can give myself. So I asked our teacher to be our his opponent and he agreed. It was fun, tho we lose.

Grade 11:

We became a senior high student. He left and studied in other school and I stayed.

We don't have any communications but whenever we saw each other we say "hi" and our "hello" to each other.

Grade 12:

I decided to let my feelings go. Then I suddenly dreamed about him. The scenarios in my dreams is he's always confessing his feelings for me.

It always same scenarios. At this point its like I'm just hurting myself more. I felt like my hopes are getting higher each day.

"Maybe its not infatuated anymore. More like, I love him."


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I also have two bestfriends who knows how I felt about him and one of them is also the bestfriend of the man I love. That's why I suddenly felt somehow connected on the story, tho we didn't end up to each other.

Welp I know no one's gonna read my comment, but I just wanna share my one sided love in this comment section.

Thanks for sharing this wonderful manga to us♡

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Am I the only one who got confused while reading this? I mean, the character? Hehehehe well I thought they're still the same ^^; anways its a good one,thanks for sharing ♡

When our school clinic and school nurse are not always available, plus when you need to rest totally they're just gonna give u biogesic and they're gonna send u back in the classroom.


Welp that's our school. Anyways thanks for sharing this to us♡ its a good plot for me!

"I love you"

If you feel a tingling sensation above your mouth it means its your sensitive spot?

Well am very curious about that rn.. so if anyone kind hearted people out there plss answer me qnq thank you so much in advance and thanks for sharing this to us♡

Reminds me of sayonara alpha

The author is good at making a plot *-* thanks for sharing this to us~

The notice in breakroom tho XD If the notice can talk maybe it keep shouting and shouting what's written on it XD

Fact is we will all never find a love like this

Everyone calling jucy the seme im a 100% author did it on purpose knowing this would happen Σ( ￣□￣||)

I swear, I'm going to finish my modules today.

That's why I want to go and visit a cafè...


Their so cute ❣

The plot is good.. well it is really a good plot.

But am upset that some of the reader keep complaining "its a rape chu chu I hate it chu chu" and so on and so forth. Huehueheu well no one is forcing you to read this tho. The author sama wanna share a story like this and our dear translator sharing this to us. If ever you read this kind of manga please stop and leave and don't leave a negative comments. Let alone who other readers enjoy this kind of plot to read.

I just cant imagine a capricorn being a bottom tbh

The kids, the flower and its meaning.. Is there an author's note or something in the end? Huhuhuhuhu I wanna know what is the meaning of that flower qnq and ohh those kids hueheueheu are cute XD

My mom told me that we didn't drink much in her milk, because her boobies can't produce a lot of milk, so in the end we only drank powdered milk.

Just sharing~

Haruto, I'm coming for you *-* wait for me baby!!

I wish I'm Haewon..