
I don't understand the story now

Everything they got into a relationship, the guy almost got raped by red headed freak to teach him a lesson. And after that, the comic got confusing. Why is Suha not leaving him? Why is the control freak bastard acting this way besides his ptsd and what is his goal? What is the main thing in this arc now?

Read this. It’s a huge spoiler from ch 81 to 85. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-LMlWIadXBLHF-kUemkKNQCu32aJjEhOm5x7VxFQxqE/edit

I will start with Jiwon. Jiwon was born from a mother who was from less prestigious family than his father's. His grandmother (his father's mother) is a person who expects her family to be perfect to match their high status. Jiwon's mother's family gone bankrupt and collapsed. So Jiwon's grandmother was very angry and couldn't accept that someone from fallen family is in her house, so she kicked Jiwon's mother out. His father was very sad and dissappointed in his mother who cares only about his family's honour and go as far as disown her daugther-in-law. Jiwon's mother had to stay with her family to take care of the mess in her family, so Jiwon only stayed with his father. But then his father also left, in the end they went missing, most likely run away together. They left Jiwon with his grandmother when he was very young. As time passed by, Jiwon got emotionally unstable because his parents were gone and he overheard they abandoned him. Young Jiwon threw a fit and hurt himself. Then his grandmother said she shouldn't let someone of such low status marry her son, because such a mess - Jiwon was born. She send Jiwon to therapy and didnt care much, because her first grandson, which is Jiwon's cousin and the red haired bastard if someone forgot, was excellent in her eyes. She always prioritized and favoured the first grandson while neglecting Jiwon. The best example is the difference in their positions in the company. Jiwon came back from ,,therapy" in middle school. As a child who grew up without his family's love and with being left behind by his parents, he grew to be very posessive and scared of abandonment, which showed when he fell for Suha. But he also became rather dull, which also dissatisfied his grandmother. When Jiwon came back he met Suha, whose family was taken care of by his grandmother. To return her ,,kindness" Suha was educated to work in the company as a loyal employee. Because of being in debt of the old woman, Suha always agrees to anything she asks. He just cant refuse her. At some point Suha started relationship with the red haired bastard, but it turned out quickly that he was just a toy for him. He forced Suha to take a part in gangbang, often forced Suha to satisify his sexual desires. During this time Jiwon was in love with Suha but couldn't say it and always watched Suha from afar. Finally the red haired bastard left. Suha started to have random relationships for sex and when the story started he became Jiwon's secretary. I think you know what happened next. Going back to the present. After the incident of being drugged and Jiwon being forced to be a prostitute for the red haired guy, Jiwon grew to be very possesive towards Suha. Suha also fell for Jiwon and agreed to be with him. Suha also showed he doesn't mind what Jiwon does do him, because Jiwon felt guilty about how he forced (Suha agreed to have sex with him but later he asked Jiwon to stop many times) Suha to have sex with him whole night while being drugged. In order to keep Suha away from his family and especially red haired bastard, he made Suha ,,prisoner" in his house. Suha is still quite unaware that Jiwon isolated him, Jiwon did it very slowly so Suha wouldn't suspect anything. First turning off his phone and taking it away, then acting hurt when Suha went out without telling him to make Suha feel bad, so he won't leave the house like that again.
Jiwon is very insecure towards Suha because of his childhood - he is afraid he will lose Suha.
The red haired guy wants to find Suha, most likely because he wants to hurt Jiwon by taking the person Jiwon loves for his toy again. Red haired guy doesn't love Suha, he just wants to use him. For both sex and to mentally torture Jiwon. For Jiwon, Suha is the most important person in his life. Jiwon now keeps Suha away from outside world and is planning something and hides it from Suha. Most likely he wants to do something to the company.
U didnt specify what u cant understand so i wrote as much as i could

From what I understood, the grandmother is of some kind of really prestigious lineage and their descendants are pretty smart and all, so is Jiwon's father, the mother is from relatively influential family, but they are still lower than the grandmother's family. The grandmother probably meant she should wed her some to some family with equal status than the one that had lower, because this way she could have a perfect grandson, unlike Jiwon. I think Jiwon's mother family is just normal family but rich and all, but the grandmother thought they are of low lineage and its the fault of his mother's blood that Jiwon came out to be with flaws, which she assumed after Jiwon threw a fit and harmed himself.

Do you guys know others that has somewhat the same story as this one? ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

This one maybe?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_wanna_die_before_i_m_30
I WANT MOREEEEEEEEE!!!!!