this is what i was looking for for a partner in life—i want both love and pleasure be given to me by one person who feels and is looking for the same thing as me but it’s hard because i’m scared of meeting people lol
Reading this I said to myself awe......(▰˘◡˘▰) this is what I want. I want to try all types of pleasurable sex with that one true partner. Tho I wanted to try toys, as a virgin I want to be opened up by my husband. I want to feel hot real human sexual connection and not by a toy for a first. I want to try different places, positions, kinks, s&m. I want to be made a mess of by a dominant sexual partner.
This is why I love Fifty Shades of Grey. All the guys I have met all seem like the selfish types in bed. Only thinking about their own sexual needs. Its not easy to find a man like the male lead in this manga or a Mr Grey from Fifty Shades. It hurts at times being lonely. I would love to put myself more out there but Im needing to have more than one surgery, due to major health reasons. Theres no way I can put energy into dating when my health needs to be the priority. What my mind knows is for the best still, my heart and body cry and ache for more. ╥﹏╥
Being friends with your ex and accompanying your boss to shopping and eat in a cafe are enough reasons for Minato to lose his shit. Understandably so. Yet, because he doesn’t want to be like his mom, he thinks that it’s not alright for him to even be upset over those things.
How many times did Minato show that he is bothered by the director? Sure, Shizuma couldn’t help it since that’s his boss but there are instances that even outside of work, he ended up spoiling the director. Does Shizuma not know how to say NO and put some boundaries?
Also, Shizuma is happy whenever Minato actually talks about the problem because it sounds like Minato is professing his love for Shizuma but, what about actually talking about the problem? They need to talk and stop having sex before anything else.
Now that the director is revealed to be a guy, I feel like he’ll want Shizuma because Shizuma is the type of guy who is proud of whoever he is with. I feel like that’s the type of person the director needs in his life.
I suspect that he might want to have shizuma for himself too bcs why would there be another volume incoming if it’s nor for more drama right? Well i need to be prepared cause i know i’ll be pissed off until everyone leave shizuma and minato alone for fk sake *cries in agony*
This is literally the only conflict author knows to write. Somebody crushes on ML, ML never says anything or tries to get away then Minato comes and drags him away by his collar.
''Why are you like this? why are you so jealous'' idk, maybe because going on dates with your boss who pulled your underwear from his pocket like a magician is pushing it?
Tbh shizuma probably DOESN'T know how to set boundaries and refuse his boss. Since it's a job he's worked so hard for it likely seems impossible for him to refuse because what if they fire him for it? Or what if they put him just on random cleaning duties again? Also, shizuma really isn't spoiling the director or doing things because he wants to, imo it's clear that he's doing these things to try and keep his job/be able to actually do his job, and the director's whims aren't something he can refuse as a result. He's tried protesting the stupid odd jobs and shit the boss puts him through, but as I said above he doesn't feel like he has s choice
He isn't just afraid to lose his job because this is his only character. He never NEVER puts any boundaries or says no so Minato has to do it for him. This is literally the only plot author writes.
So you say Shizuma is bootlicking his boss? This is professional work. They won't fire him over a rejection of invitation. It was his choice to hang out with them ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
This is Japan though lol don't underestimate the power harassment and how normalized it is