idk if this places me to being a sadist, but i really enjoy watching people experience pain and like idk, for example like when someone watches their friend get killed or sum, and i see their face i just like...idk i really like it, almost like butterflies, like when i saw keiths face after yeonwoo saved him, and like keith was sad/in shock, i just love that shit, like i eat it up faster than the twin towers fell down.I KNOW ITS HELLA WEIRD, but i just like watching other people feel guilt or like immense pain as they watch something horrible happen, their faces and reactions just give me so much like...pleasure ig?idk how to explain it. it doesn't arouse me or make me horny n shit, i just like.....uhhh idk i just like it a lot ya know? so if u know plz tell me if u think im a sadist or just a fuken psychopath crazy person with hella problems :)
we all want them to be happy, but i really hope we get to see a freaky scene with cain and jooin sorry not sorry luv