I just finish read it up to 54..all I can said is no n not gonna continue even if there will be a new chapter uploaded. I'm not gonna lie, when read it I had mix feeling.
FIRST, I want to said sorry 4 those who has different opinions with me. I just want to share my opinion after read all the chapters.
*This might contain spoilers*
First, to me up to ch 54 there not much progress that FL will find her own life n freedom (as mute listener). All I can see she did runway from those 3 potential ML (I guess?) Before she met hardwin but gurllll why you still getting involved with them?! While still care n give comfort to them?!
N wth with the black hair ml
-you just use her when she was Ellie n play with her. At first I thought that he give support n motivation for Ellie to speak up n it is kinda good encouragement BUT after she runaway n become hanna you cannot accept it n still want to find the truth n try to make her confess FTF at you. Its kinda make me shudder cuz the way he use to approach the fl (as hanna) is not for someone who miss their love one but more like someone who want to put the girl in bird cage n let it stay untill their last breath. There a lot more red flag bout him.
The step brother ML (Blonde hair & like men)
Not much about him shown in overall chapter and to be honest I still sus with his word (about finding FL n miss her). I still think that he said that because afraid that Ellie gonna spill the tea. But If he truly miss her n want to maintain their friendship, please do so ╥﹏╥.
The like of roleplay master-slave /servant ML (fetish hand)
Sheshh..don't care that you have fetish for hand but..the way you like her hand,kiss it n lick (include blush face plus horny face like in heat) then you think of the nostalgic feel like your mum hand..nuuh bro nuuh.
+ The fl think it is cute..what ...it is cute to you but If someone kiss n lick your hand then tells you it feels like their mum hand, its not giving.
The potential ML hardwin? (Hanna brother)
Not bad but...not gonna support too much bcuz he like her but the sister n Ellie face too much identical. If there was chapter make him think more carefully n frustrated bcuz the woman he like have identical face with his sis n said that he like her bcuz she is Ellie n not as fake sister maybe okay but MAYBE.. .still not gonna support.
So in conclusion, just be single gurlll. Runaway from everyone, go to neighbours country then cut your hair, dye your hair then live with fake name then find someone who truly love u as you are n not as a good listener/ bring them comfort with their own problems.
+ FL please do not be so naive to believe everything you heard n think that you can bring comfy to everyone. Think about you first.
+ I really frustrated. Sorry for those read this comment n have different opinions. I just a human who frust bcuz cannot share with someone about this ╥﹏╥
Why FL did not like the queen six years ago? Just my speculation -maybe the queen take the fl blood when she was young n so that the queen can do experiment on the monster as the Liliana said that the blood can be poison ? Hmmm or maybe the Fl could not remember about six years ago bcuz the queen tortured her when she came to palace n removed her memories ? I don't know if it true or not , it just keep playing in my mind ╮(╯_╰)╭