MiMis's Topics (83)

Noo! If you become one please draw twisted stories with choking and stuff! By all means there isn't enough of that kind of story out there :D

Agreed! I wrote a sexy story with about bdsm and it got my friend very turned on. And I was immensely turned on writing it, writing it almost got difficult. I took some good parts I learned from yaois I read (yaoi was my source of education about sex since 6th grade , now I'm older) and tried to make it my own. And plot was full of plot twists too, I was proud, I almost didn't know which direction I was going on, sure was unpredictable lmfao but lady boner approved.

The thing is...I am 11, an 11 year old writing a smutty and mature manga would be very strange (￣∇￣").

Jesus 11?! Kids nowadays xD I'm not gonna preach, do as you like, but maybe you could draw some shounen ai and wait with the smut stuff until you're older.

Considering I was born in a house of 5 teenagers I think my mind is pretty innocent. And 4 of them are 18+ now... the other is 16. And my sister is a whore so I think I am doing well. The only thing is...my mother is a homophobe and she does not support this. Whatever, she has stopped yelling at me for looking at stuff like this. I started at 6 or 7 years old so 4 or 5 years is enough time to get used to your child's interests.

I would like to see your manga stories. I want to be a manga artist too, and I have a great idea for a shoujo, school, comedy, but my manga drawing skills are not quite up to par yet (especially backgrounds), though I am working on it.

Other than that, as far as the BDSM, I have friends that are into that (I am only LIGHTLY into it myself). But I just wanted to say, that if you are into choking and being choked, just be careful. Make sure you always have a trustworthy partner with you so that they can help you if something goes wrong. It is very easy to die in those situations. Especially if you are alone.

Are you sure your mom is a homophobe and not just worried about your age? I am a very open minded person, and I am very supportive of gay rights even though I am straight. I love yaoi and if my son were to decide he was gay, I would be very supportive of him (I asked him once since he didn't date, but he said he is straight, just too shy to ask any girls out).

The point is, when he was only 11, there is NO WAY I would have wanted him reading this stuff. At 14, yeah, no problem with reading this or smut manga. By that time I had to give him smut manga sites because if he was gonna go read or watch stuff online, I wanted it to be safe and virus free. Heck I even got him a Victoria's Secret catalog for ... um ... PRIVATE use in his room or bathroom.

We did catch him at 10 or 11 using my mom's credit card to get a membership on an adult dating/sex site. I was NOT happy.

So for your mom it may be more your age than the fact that it is yaoi. IF you are unsure, try talking to her. Feel her out more to find out if she really is a homophobe. And if you are bi or gay, then decide from there whether you want to come out now, or wait until you are an adult and no longer under her roof (and independent) so that if her reaction is bad, you can just take whatever steps you feel are necessary at that time (i.e. if you feel it would be better to limit your interaction with her). The point is, you should not have to hide yourself, your preferences, or anything else. You should not try to be someone you are not, just for the sake of others. Be true to yourself. It will be a lot less painful for you in the long run. And if you need to, I am sure there are many support groups you can join. Even if you are straight and just like reading and writing this stuff, I am sure you can find generalized support groups in dealing with your mother's reaction to this. Good luck to you in the rest of your life.

My mom just literally asked me if I'm still watching porn... I was like "Gurl, you should read my diary," in my head. In my diary it lists my daily habits such as reading mystery novels and sleeping, watching that stuff is not on it. I just turned 12 now. Since my mom has known for 3 years she doesn't care anymore as long as I am not messing around in real life. Also, my mom is a transphobe and homophobe. She says things like "Those disgusting people are taking over the World."

She always sneaks around to see what I'm doing, takes my devices for time to time and tries to get into them without knowing the password... She also is a little crazy because sometimes when I am just saying 4 words she screams at me for no reason like I am interrogating her. My mom is super weird.( I am apparently a demiromantic. I believe that she thinks I am gay or bi). The thing is though, why doesn't she care about what I watch or read? That rather annoys me. My mom probably thinks my sister influenced me since she is gay, but she gave into my mom and has a boyfriend now. I honestly think she is a control freak.

I prefer men rather than women but it is more like a 60% - 40% . I am looking into support groups but not for that. At least Student Government meetings take my mind off of things. She even took my out of cyber school even though I get dizzy around groups of people. That is why I am looking into support groups BTW. I wish she would stop mentioning things like porn to me though, it is so rude. （￣へ￣）

I feel for you and your sister. Good luck with the support groups. I have several friends who have had controlling parents like that in their lives, and some of them have had to cut off contact because their moms are that toxic. As for the groups of people, I have claustrophobia and vertigo issues, and due to that, I cannot go out shopping on Black Friday. What you are describing sounds very similiar to my reaction when I try to go out among massive crowds. There is a vertigo medicine that sometimes helps (Zofran), but unfortunately, you would probably have to talk to your mom about it, seeing as you are still so young. Next time you are at your doctor's office though, IF you get that chance to talk to the doctor alone, mention the crowd issue to him/her and ask about the possibility of having anxiety, and see what the doctor says. You can also mention your mom's controlling issues as part of the reason for your possible anxiety, but I will not dismiss that chance that the doctor may then talk to your mom. So not sure how to handle that. Anyway, good luck and hopefully things get better for you soon!

im also like that but im only masochistic, and i love he thought of being choked ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ ,so ur not alone (⌒▽⌒)

....? I don't get you?
Not very smart are you, their relationship is still great. I don't think you can get a happy end like this in real life, do you?

If you do not like my opinion just ignore it, I do not like Kiriya because he hurt Karin terribly when she treated him with such care, couples get in to fights but he ran to another girl just because Karin would not sleep with him? That is just absurd.

Yeah i know right but he is not heartless, he ran after her

i full heartedly agree (●'◡'●)ﾉ

Lol have you seen the anime? I think tamahome in anime looks cute, but i agre i love hotohori and ship them hard ^^ , heck the best couple should be hotohori and nuriko kekeke i just love that!