"I don't deserve to be happy" fine think whatever you want about yourself but don't you think Mikoto deserves to be happy. If you don't want to be happy then devote yourself to making her happy coward. She deserves that at least after being put through that mess. I'm glad she still doesn't trust him yet and if he bends to this bitches whims then he'll truly be irredeemable in my eyes.
Wow girl you want to live and she’s literally giving you an out so you won’t have to kill anyone but you’re worried about status!!! Really?!