
It’s unexpectedly sweet the way J hugs Sayoung and then gets freaked out by how cold his body is he tries to soothe himself by listening to his heartbeat and counting the sensations that proves Sayoung is alive and well in his arms. This makes my sadistic side wish for a scenario where he is holding Sayoung and desperately looking for the signs that would mean Sayoung is alive but this time there is no heartbeat
This story is one of the few BL’s that while focusing on the main couple and the men does not overlook the women in the story and I absolutely loved that. All the women introduced in the story were badass queens and I loved how they weren’t all just there to support the main couple or have one sided crushes on the guys.