
It’s unexpectedly sweet the way J hugs Sayoung and then gets freaked out by how cold his body is he tries to soothe himself by listening to his heartbeat and counting the sensations that proves Sayoung is alive and well in his arms. This makes my sadistic side wish for a scenario where he is holding Sayoung and desperately looking for the signs that would mean Sayoung is alive but this time there is no heartbeat
At this point? I hope seme is dead from a heart attack or poison or sth and this is his dream before death or hell even afterlife or sth because if it is just a dream and he is gonna be waking up to reality then I don’t think neither me or him are gonna be able to take that