I have to say that chapter 3 and 4 are the same thing. And I really didn't like that one. The uke did like the seme but the seme was a jerk. I would have liked it if the uke didn't believe the seme and make the seme work to get the uke to believe him. Just giving in is wrong, your just giving a selfish person what they want and your getting nothing.
Really, don't tell me he did it for everyone else's sake, that's a load of bull. If you can see the future do it for good and don't hide it! I don't care, the fact that he knew he was going to die and not tell the seme was the cruelest thing he could do. From what I gather it appears the seme killed himself afterwards but I hate this "My lover died so I will too." or "MY lover died now I will become cold and heartless." shit.
This uke was dumb and selfish if you ask me. He could have helped a lot of people but he choice to kill himself.
I don't think you get this story.
1. He helped his father , his soldiers and his territory with his dreams. That 's why he became so precious for his people. But then his father wanted to give him to the enemy and even wanted to kill him.
2. If you dreamt yourself die, would you tell your lover that you will die? Bcos I won't do that. It will make him sad and desperate before it happens. I believe he will do the best for himself after I die, no matter what he will do.
3. He did not kill himself. He was shot from the back.
His Father didn't want him dead, knowing you are to be killed but doing nothing to stop it and not telling anyone when they know you can see the future is selfish, and not telling his lover he had been hit which lets himself die is letting himself die. He let himself die.
The uke was selfish. He could have run off the seme and been done with it all, but no he let himself die causing a lot of pain for others.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/matsugo_no_yume/an/matsugo-no-yume-chapter-1.html/17/
It's his own father who wanted him to die. He wanted the uke to be died bcos he did not want that his enemy would win over the war with the power of the uke had. So he sent burglars to attack his group.
The seme and the uke ran away but they were attacked.
I think it's realistic to not let other people see that you are suffering and of course we can not escape from death. The uke saw his death in his dream but they still tried to escape, even if he did not tell his seme, I still think that he was trying to escape his fate and was trying to live happily, even it's so short.
Perhaps we (you and I) just don't stand on the same point of view so we have different opinion :)
Oh yeah I totally believe that the seme killed himself after finding the uke dead. But then the uke didn't seem to mind at all at the end. Really I just hate these Selfish death. Just because one can do something and feels better off dead but hides it. Then they fall in love and they make their partner who loves them and wants to protect them happy, only to secretly and selfishly keep saying to themselves that they are going to let themselves die. And when they do willingly, even sometimes in front of their partner, is still so selfish because you can't say you were really in love with their partner if after they die the partner kills them self and the selfish on sheds no tears knowing their actions just killed someone else.
It's so hard to explain my issue with out sounding strange, forgive me if I'm confusing you.
Nah. ^^ I understand. I also I understand the character that sacrifices themselves so their loved one doesn't die.... though ^^' that in itself is very contradictory cause they did the EXACT same thing they didn't want their lover to do.
But if its done right it can tug my heart strings ..>< and some times I need a good cry. I prefer the ones that protect their lover but pull through, they don't give up living.
my favorite (as long as u don't mind something not yaoi) is From Far Away, supernatural, action, adventure and romance to perfection (good comedic scenes too!)
but the yaoi I really recommend is http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hanaya_no_nikai_de/ it has great depth, and I feel like crying at the depth, but there's really no sacrificing. I mean they protect each other in their own ways, physically and emotionally ^^
The first two story's I didn't like that much at all. I don't think either the uke from the first story or the seme of the second should have had happy endings. Now the last couple, that was interesting. For the most part I should hate the seme but I don't know I do like that couple. Weird huh?