TELLMME HOW TO HAVE THESE DREAMS PLEASE WHY CANT I HAVE A C T U A L DREAMS WITH A PLOT PLEASE TELL ME NOW PLEASE

OK so there are 5 characters so far:
1. Main (guy with pony tail) - Hee-wun
2. Main's childhood crush - Geon-ju
3. Buff black hair - Wu-yeol
4. White skin black hair- Seom
5. Coffee black hair - Jihun
In summary, Wun loves Ju but can't tell him. Wun read an online novel about his life and future, find out that the one Ju loves is Seom, Wun gets jealous and try separate them and somehow died at the end of the novel. Wun who has forseen this decided he will give up his crush in order to not die. To make the story go in a different way from the novel, thus preventing his dead, Wun decided to have a one-night-stand and fall in love with someone else. So, he slept with Yeol.
The chapter's order doesn't match with the timeline, here's the real timeline:
- Ju opened a bathhouse
- Wun read the novel, find out about the future
- Ju and Wun meet Yeol and Seom for the first time
- Wun plans to have a one-night-stand and fall in love
- Wun met Yeol at a gay bar and two slept together
- Wun feels his plan has failed because Yeol ran off after
- Wun thinks that Yeol is someone the author of the novel created to intefere with his plan, making sure that he will die in the end
Side stuffs:
- Yeol has a lot of sexual fantasies about Wun from the first moment they met
- Ju is attracted to Seom
- Seom is fuck buddy with Jihun, thinks Yeol as his "backup"
“Are you chinese?“ No Jessica, there are countries OTHER than China in the large continent that is Asia. Maybe if your intellect wasn’t that of a 5yr old’s, you’d actually be able to comprehend that with your micro-brain. It literally makes no difference for the person asking to instead say “where are you from?”, at least then you wou......
I really hate when people make fun of my sexuality. I lost half of my friends when I came out as bisexual. I will never change how I am, but it really hurts me.
I am told by some of my friends-" you're like a mom!". I am 22! Do u think i want to be mom to u guys?? They don't realize that it's not me acting like a mom, it's them that are highly irresponsible and immature!
"Why do you dress like that if you're a boy?" " why are you so small?" " how old are you?" " you're showing off too much skin for a guy" " you're a boy, act like one" "wanna bang??" "Are you gay?" Are you a boy or a girl?" EVERY. TIME. I. GO. OUT. I. HAVE. TO. LISTEN. TO. THIS!!! CAN YOU JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS?!
I curl up like a cat when I sleep. I like it a lot when someone I trust, strokes my hair. I like it best when I'm gently and softly touched. If I feel really safe with you, I'll nuzzle you. ... I'm a cat. (=^・ω・^=)
Wait, there' s ANIME!?