i sobbed so hard whenever he degraded himself and saw what they made him. i fucking hate the alpha, he can go fucking trip off mount everest, i couldn’t give two shits. you root for him to change because you are sick of the CONSTANT NON-CON SMUT and then when he does, he just uses his own lack of self confidence to completely shut off Rain from the rest of the world. he isn’t yours you dumb fuck. get out of here, i hate you so much. just thinking about being in his situation makes me so fucking depressed and upset, being that helpless with the knowledge that everyone around you within the mansion and outside all see you as just a sexual object?? i cannot even begin to fathom the horror he must be feeling, having so many people treat him lesser than a human being. i want to give him a hug, tell him everything will be alright, pull him out of there. this is great as a psychological story, but in terms of romance it is a flaming pile of garbage. i want him to be so fucking happy and i don’t know if he can be happy with him. don’t get me started on how fucking ignorant he is to Rain and his feelings. this is no better than fooling him, impregnating him and waiting for his own body to kill him. fuck you, i root for Rain’s happiness.
to clear things up, the people asking for a safeword aren’t saying he doesn’t enjoy the punishment, they’re worried for the future (as was i). no bdsm relationship should ever be initiated without a clear safe word, that is the concern. so, this is still very much necessary, even if he enjoys it rn. apparently according to raw and novel readers, they do have a safe word, but i’m getting mixed signals from everyone. if anyone could let me know what exactly the safeword is, that would be nice. anyway, toodles!
with his dad watchingg ??
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