The raw is on chap 56 right now on OHmanhua.
The manhua updates rather quickly, almost once less than a week.
Here you go https://www.ohmanhua.com/15889/
This story is so good, and I have a lot of feelings about everybody.
But I just wanna talk about how I feel bad for Clark being constantly deemed cold by Doc. He really is one cold ass mf toward Alex (and justified) and perhaps to most people but his scenes with Doc especially when comforting him was nothing but cold (at least to me). I thought he would not be affectionate and unable to care for his partner but that didn't seem the case so I feel for him when the one person he truly care about in that way couldn't work things out with him.
I'm so confused by my own feelings to this manga. I've seen the raw for the last chapter but I still feel like the seme is plotting sth and the uke seeing through it but let it be or sth. Is it because of the art style? Like the tone for their expression makes it look so suspenseful and gloomy at some parts I permanently feel like some bat shit crazy things are about to go down lmao
https://ohayofifteen.blogspot.com/2019/10/nozomu-hiiragi-konna-ore-wo-suki-toka.html?m=1
Not exactly raw, and I assumed the last chap is chap 4 but it might not be the case.
When He Than gave Guan Shan his jacket, he told him not to try to shoulder everything by himself. At this point, I can only see the gesture of Guan Shan implying he has the same sentiment. As smart as He Tian is, he doesn't follow his own advice. I see these two sharing jackets as them showing they get each other covered, despite GuanShan 's denial of course.
I can't be the only one ticked off by Chika, right? I meant I understand if you are accepting or got a thing for a stalker then go for it, no judgement. But he's acting so gullible and naive. All the things his colleague said are on point, but nah, he's not a stalker, an ex-stalker. Like, he's in so much denial. It would be better for me if he was more like ' yeah, he's a stalker but I like that' not this ' he's a little scary but pure hearted' bullshit. I don't even find the stalker that crazy compared to the other mangas, just the mc is kinda frustrating.
Guys, look at his eyebrows. This is the first, real open smile we ever got from He Tian. Most of the times, his eyebrows were drawn in harsh lines. Look at how lax they are here. His smile is so precious, must protect.