Kuga

Crying for an Omega verse manga is not on my 2024 bingo card. Shizuka's monolgue made me burst to tears and i cannot stop until Renji's friends showed up. Ignoring the first chapter, Shizuka's been trying to make Renji like him back and he broke down at the realization he caused Renji to do something he'd never do and will regret for the rest of his live. It's the fact that Shizuka's right at harm's way, he's at his most vulnerable state and still he think about how he caused pain to others. I wanna praise him directly that's he's always been a good omega. And Renji my boy. He's also very vulnerable cause he's young and a transitioned Alpha who didn't know much about the nature of Alpha and Omega dynamic but he did his best, always does. And he held himself accountable. He was not lucid but he admitted to doing wrong things. They both just want to fall in love normally, but their circumstance almost steal that chance from them. Why must they go through this pain for something so normal?

Man, it's really frustrating. I feel like the mc had many chances to do the thing he regret he didn't do before he die. But he just doesn't do it. Even the last argument, he said he'd show that he had changed only to stray from the important matter and focus on the 'oh, so he doesn' t have a lover? That's kinda a relief. " *pulling my hair out*