his self-awareness of the situation and feeling of helplessness makes it so much more painful.....but the manhwa adaptation is so good, i can literally feel his anxiety through the screen. i hope they both just realize what they truly want from each other and how to take care of themselves :(( bitches better kiss kiss hug hug without the ulterior motives and toxic shit already!!!!
now we gotta wait another year for the confession ╥﹏╥