but I'm getting a little tired of the FMC.. I understand what life she's had and how she found her way to survive... and how she is stunted emotionally... But she knows his family is kind, he has been nothing but kind to her.. and I feel like the author now is throwing out these half said sentences and odd behaviors to prolong the story.. and I , for one, am not going to enjoy it. It feels like backtracking to a place that had this story unique, so trying to stay in that moment.