i just can’t help but feel resentment towards the black hair charactwr..ik where he’s coming from and i understand what he means but ig these chapters just hit too close to home. it sucks feeling like your trauma isn’t valid because you had a roof under your head and food at your table, emotional stability is just as important as your physical needs and for black hair to just tell jinhyeong to basically get over it because some people have it harder it just made me rlly sad :( i still haven’t processed the fact that im allowed to feel sad about what happened to me and that just because im more well-off than others doesn’t mean what i experienced isn’t true. it sucks because i truly get what the author was trying to convey and i think this is a realistic convo between two abused highschool boys but…my personal feelings just cloud my judgement haha
I rlly enjoyed the first couple, so cute, and the relationship was rlly nice too, so i had high hopes for the second couple, especially considering that the seme was just my type, but their story just really upset me. the uke SAs the seme TWICE and it’s just glossed over even though it’s the whole reason for the tension in their relationship. it’s the whole reason the seme hates the uke, yet the author just made it seem like it wasn’t a big deal? (even though im pretty sure the seme’s backstory was that he was SA as a child too, not 100% sure as i just couldn’t stomach finishing it.) the way everyone in the comments of the site i was on was on the uke’s side too was really disheartening and it feels like they didn’t even engage with the story to the extent they said they did. im just so disappointed. im also upset the second couple even ended up together because while i LIVE for a redemption arc, the fact they made the guy who got SA’ed chase after his SAer was so upsetting to me. idk who else feels this way and idk if im just being overdramatic but I couldn’t finish this story because of that. so to anyone that shares the same sentiments as me, don’t read this, i was so disappointed:(
i didn’t expect to cry but i did, this story is seriously so good at capturing characters emotions and the development of the relationships felt so sad and seeing edith’s desperation and then fall was what tipped me over the edge. the original rize and edith have such a big place in my heart, original rize, we would’ve loved you so much and original edith, you are not destined to be some wicked woman :( i hope side stories release that show original rize and edith’s fate (in all honesty they’re kinda yuri to me) but also im rlly upset cliff got his happy ending. that stupid cunt. i hope he travels world to world suffering for eternity and NEVER finding the og author. i hope he gets what’s fucking coming to him. let him reincarnate to a brutal world like invincible or something and have him die. i hate that bitch so much.
i don’t know who else feels this way, but i think in a way adenine or hailey is my favourite character. she’s so tragic and although she’s done so many bad things, im so happy that she’s finally mentally well and in a better place. I would love a side story about her, as well as cecilia and cedric and dillon’s daughter, but truly, adenine just made me feel so bad and even though she wasn’t really expanded upon, i do really feel so sorry for her character. this story is so beautiful. so glad i came across it. :,)
off topic from the recent chapters but does anyone else not like the relationship forming between yuling and zizhen…like maybe im just going insane but she just looks so much younger than him even if she is just 1 year but they also emphasise that she yutong’s younger sister so much that it just makes me feel like she’s younger than she is. IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT. THEYRE JUST WEIRD TO ME
i need help finding this yaoi all i remember is that one of the guys dressed up as a furby for halloween and it was so fuxking funny. i might’ve dropped it becuz the plot line revolved cheating or something?? PLSSS HELP
this whole conflict was
1) badly executed
2) badly written
3) frustrating.
first off, the “resolution” was stupid as fuck, you don’t just abandon your responsibilities, passion and career because of your lover, that’s crazy. When you date you don’t lose all your individuality, but instead learn more about yourself with your partner, you learn how to love, how to set boundaries, how to start communicating and apparently they didn’t learn any of that.
I also feel like they are kind of setting up inwoo to meet his mother in the future, which is just annoying, what was this whole conflict for then?
him quitting his job was so overdone, you literally don’t need to do that. inwoo needs to understand you are a person, just as much as jiho needs to understand too. it doesn’t even make sense either??? like yeah inwoo was clingy sometimes but dude so many people are clingy and learn that their partner is their individual with their own wants and needs. you can’t expect to just sit and baby inwoo all the time by just being at home, he needs to heal first in all honesty i don’t even think he’s ready for the relationship (i didn’t think that even when they got together) and i think jiho is much too ready and pushy, he overcompensates and it comes to bite him in the ass.
overall i think the first couple had a nice idea at the first, but holy fuck as the story went on it just derailed into that.
the second couple is a bit more interesting because i’m a bit interested to see how this author will develop chungi to be, well, not an asshole but considering how they wrote the first couple i don’t have high hopes. genuinely just a very frustrating read that has made me disregard the first couple completely, whenever i see them in new chapters i skip and wait for the second couple to come in.
idk why everyone is surprised abt mc's sudden change lol
like 5 chapters ago the blue hair guy said he was worried for mc because when he loves, he loves with his whole heart,
and in this chapter mc reiterates that point, "im different with the one I love"
the author is spelling it out for u guys lmfaooo
btw, this is not to say i like the mc's change, I think its a very cheap way of writing but I'll see how it goes ig
hai new readers, despite the first few chapters seemingly being “weird” this story is actually extremely well written, please don’t be put off by the first chapter! just keep reading, the characterisation and development is so sweet and it’s actually a really good story :)
