i have mixed emotions abt my emotions. sometimes i think that im more happier than I actually think i am, then other times i realize that im just trying to hide it all with some laughs. i just don’t want to be emo, and deadass it’s a fear of mine reply
omg i was just thinking abt this like 2 mins ago- damn ig i have second-hand suicide lol.
sometimes when im awake at night and bored i go outside on my driveway hoping someone will shoot me or kidnap me or smth idk, i just want to die but i’ve never thought of killing myself reply
did break old habits
