Shallow's Things

So I have this best friend who I can talk with about bl and porn . He is pure and doesn't really watch any lewd stuff , but he keeps up with me even tho he is not into it . The thing is , that recently I keep having wet dreams about him , it started 4 months ago but recently it's happening every night. Idon't know if I'm gay and I hope I'm not cuz I don't wanna love me best friend who trusts me . If he finds out he will hate me cuz I'm dirty . Plz how could I get him out of my head and is it because of the bl or do I really like him ?

Hey guys . I've been searching mangas to read when I found out that I already read a lot of it ( over 8000 ) and I think I read all the good ones . So I was thinking of reading books that similar to mangas and could turn into ones ( like....not those positive books or boring love novels)
So I really need recommendations if you could help (〜￣△￣)〜 thx in advance

when I read yaoi I become horny
and try to do as them by shoving things up my ass but it was hard to pull them out so it wasn't enjoyable. I tried playing with my nipples but i didn't feel anything ... teach me how to be good at self-sex plz

I had a lot of trouble cuz of yaoi . For example it's always on my mind and it makes me try doing things with my ass . And i once stayed up till 5am reading yaoi and then fell asleep and didn't woke up tell afternoon , at that day I had a final exam, and yeah ...I failed .
And i once forgot to close the manga site (it was a sex scene) and I gave my phone to my classmates to search something and they saw it . I think I'm addicted and I sure have to fix that!!

Have you ever been thinking how your moan sounds like ? For me , a VIRGIN single ass i always wondered how i sound like . But I'm too embarrassed to try it alone . So i wanna know how do i moan ?