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i like this kind of trope of story, but everyone said there was a prequel so i read it in the middle of reading this one, and i'm so disappointed haha. how could the author make someone like him be the love interest in the main story? or set him up like that in the prequel? he's so hateable. im torn between finishing this bc like i said, i like this kind of trope, but also i dont wanna see the ml have his happy ending. probably i'd be able to accept if in this story, ml *visibly* suffers and is desperate, and while we can say he is, he's doing it in a cool, bravado way that it really doesnt feel like he is suffering.

also, why is he doing all this preparation stuff just now? chp 4 he said he realized had to make his butler his. how simple minded is he that he only thought of it that way sexually? had the galls to kidnap his butler and all but it didnt cross his mind to prepare or wrap things up in his family and business-wise so that they really can be together in the end? i thought that after kidnapping his butler, the story would be nearing its end bc he'd show him and everything that it's the right time for them to be together now, and his only problem was to win mc or have him be honest with him about his feelings. for a supposedly long-obsessed w mc ml, and supposedly perfect alpha to take over his family's business, he surprisingly falls flat.