
berger's death was lucifer's fault. lucifer ran or moved forward a bit when he saw the foot soldier that i guess he was kinda flirting with, get shot. nonetheless, he hesitated, instead of moving back or taking cover that made berger cover him. i wouldve preffered to see a chapter where lucifer suffers w the guilt for a bit honestly. i feel like lucifer's arc had the potential to be better than the rest by adding just a little more depth. and did he honestly fall for a man that looks like his twin? really, is that fr? why tf

i know its like implied that he loves her but i'm reallyyyy still questioning whether he truly loves her and its not just his perversions. i mean, how can u sniff out who's a natural at that or not? what if by chance she's just really mad at her fam and she doesnt actually f w s&m? just want the best for girly huhu. i know its still early on but i do wonder what direction the plot will head in. main obstacle is probably her family. cant blame girly for being violent sometimes bc if i had a fam like hers, i'd be blowing up my shit everyday.

xinlu's reappearance reminds me of a spoiler i read where they basically stated that ilay said to xinlu that if tay ends up dead, there'd be no body bc he'll eat him and then they can be together that way. i have not been the same since i read that and it loves rent-free in my mind. its just so disturbing.

fuck, if this is really a regressed type of shit, i feel so sorry for sejin. the way he experienced all of those in his first life...
i commented something here when i was still on chapter 6 but now i finished all of the current chapters (chp 38) and all throughout, i was so scared im going to hate kwon ido less, but i'm glad thats not the case. when sejin remembers everything, i hope he gives kwon ido a jumpscare or something. i need to see desperation on that man's face. i hate how cool he seems and everything despite what he did on their first timeline. that man needs to beg BEG.

i'm still on chapter 6/haven't read all the chapters yet but i've read spoilers bc i'm really reallyyyy curious, and i hope MC hates the ML and the brother after he finds out. i just... i keep stopping bc the assault portrayed on this manhwa, for once, is not romanticized, so yknow, its not as digest-able as other manhwas and mangas (been a reader of BL since 2012 and SA is a staple in the genre, esp early mangas).
i dont fcking care if ML is redeeming himself in this timeline, there's no excuse for . i actually would prefer if they part ways in the end but i know that wont happen so i want at the very least, MC hating ML, that arc being very satisfying.
theres this thing w regressed shoujo manhwas where should the ML be forgiven for treating MC bad in the first timeline bc time turned back and essentially, what ML did in the first life didnt actually happen. but in this case, the events are on MC's memories, so that means ML's actions DID happen and made its mark to MC, so idk, ML should be getting Abandoned Empress ML treatment.

wait so what ur saying is that there is basically a supernatural element to this? and that the ml did r4pe the mc in their "past life" and is trying to make up for it??? if that's case i agree with you inevitably the mc will find out and i hope we dont get that shitty "happy ending/ forgiveness" plot
i'm still on chapter 25 but i felt so anxious on who's the ml that i checked the other chapters and comments here for spoilers and the sigh of relief i had when they said ethan is the ml. also, i dunno if i can just relate to dorothea but ignorance need to have its limits, does it not? if her brother starts caring about the relationship of dorothea and her father, and also what dorothea thinks, then he can approach her appropriately. idk im kinda annoyed at him. i'm of the belief that kindness without consideration for other ppl is bordering cruelty. like how u may have well intentions, and help other ppl but in the first place they didnt need any help? if u can make sense of that
I understand you so well. I felt the same when I started this. Why was his brother so oblivious to her hardships in the first life and I really hated how theon only married her for his own reason and never made her feel secure in their marriage. Tbh do not even blame fl for the treason, she suffered through hell and no one ever thought of helping her. That's why I didn't like how she took all the blame on herself. It's understandable that she made bad decisions but what about her mental health? No one ever showed her kindness or care obviously she'd have turned into a tyrant.