Jechk's Topics (82)

i'm still on chapter 6/haven't read all the chapters yet but i've read spoilers bc i'm really reallyyyy curious, and i hope MC hates the ML and the brother after he finds out. i just... i keep stopping bc the assault portrayed on this manhwa, for once, is not romanticized, so yknow, its not as digest-able as other manhwas and mangas (been a reader of BL since 2012 and SA is a staple in the genre, esp early mangas).

i dont fcking care if ML is redeeming himself in this timeline, there's no excuse for . i actually would prefer if they part ways in the end but i know that wont happen so i want at the very least, MC hating ML, that arc being very satisfying.

theres this thing w regressed shoujo manhwas where should the ML be forgiven for treating MC bad in the first timeline bc time turned back and essentially, what ML did in the first life didnt actually happen. but in this case, the events are on MC's memories, so that means ML's actions DID happen and made its mark to MC, so idk, ML should be getting Abandoned Empress ML treatment.

that first love is so infuriating. saying that duke adler didnt come knowing it would hurt her???? and u were just apologizing mere seconds ago. nah get the fuck out

liked it but no explanations for mc's teleportation power? also i dont think i skipped a chapter, but what happened to that guy that was hitting on mc bc he was going to inherit everything? i dont think the guy that kidnapped ml was also shown, and that whole thing of making him fall was wrapped up too quickly when he was kinda built up to be this big boss the main characters have to face (and everything after that are just mini conflicts). i feel like author forgot what they envisioned the story to be at first. backstory focused mainly on ml and then they just forgot mc.

i just have this feeling that its not actually love, just a stockholm syndrome typa thing, and i say that because seme wore down uke, uke even says that when he was waiting for a month about the guide switch.

i dont understand why kaede cant comprehend azusa's insecurity. like bro, cmon, its fated mates we're talking about, thats a really big deal. and i dont like any of the characters, but i agree w azusa that kaede shouldve been more firm w rejecting hikaru, especially since that homewrecker wannabe keeps on being persistent (even at their first meet). also, am i the only one who thinks kaede and azusa's relationship would be nothing if azusa gives up on it? azusa seems to be the only one making the effort, while kaede just seems like he's dragged along. i kinda wanna see a chapter where azusa meets his fated mate and is wavering, and then kaede's the insecure one this time and finally steps up.

i cant believe how much i love this story. and i adore jaeho and jiyoon . bc the side stories are not yet uploaded, that news report is satisfying AF. i hope hell comes down for that trash and cheating ex, and the guiding chief. i was glad when jiyoon beat up that ex (another satisying moment).

i hope the guiding chief gets fired AND punished; how thats going to happen, idk. whatever his consequences may be, i hope the author portrays it IN DETAIL. not like just one sentence in passing.

esper chief needs to get promoted fr . like, imagine being in a management position where relationship dynamics between two people (espers and guides) is such a huge factor and just forcing things anyway. even in (real) normal world, good managers and leaders take into account relationship dynamics between their team members. it comes with the job. as much as u want to sanitize things into purely work, u cant. people are not robots. guidance chief must just be good at office politics to get to his position without realizing that truth.

i still dont understand the whole thing w the experiment tho. like, how does kim kamin? kaemin? anyway, that cheater ex... how does the experiment factor in him "abandoning" jaeho? also, how did it get continued like that when theres so much money being poured in it (as they said) but the results are always considered as fail?

oh! and i didnt understand the whole thing w the cheater ex still asking jaeho to imprint w him despite the failed experiment? so i couldnt really sympathize w jaeho's anger. i thought it was sus in the first place. he portrayed such confidence in his experiment outside, yet he was still asking to imprint???? when apparently it shouldnt matter anymore according to him bc the experiment was gonna be a success????

AND WHO'S PROVIDING UPDATES TO JIYOON ABT JAEHO'S MOVES. even knew the contents of what he met w the guiding chief and everything.

i need the side stories those are not side stories thise remaining chapters are still needed to close several plot points raised in the story

y'all, why is mc playing the game again? was it ever explained?

i'm... uneasy about hyesung, in the context of this happy family at least. look, there's no doubt that he was raped, and even though its questionable that the author wrote their love story in the way the events followed, i (at the same time) appreciate my uneasiness about hyesung. over a hundred chapters and i'm still not convinced hyesung loves dojin, which is throwing me in a loop because thats usually not how these type of stories go lol. this manhwa seems to be treading a fine line between trying to be realistic or setting the story in the normal bl environment where rape is forgettable and forgiveable... like, it can't decide where it wants to be and wants the best of both worlds so the whole time i was reading, i didn't know what lens to read it in, if that makes sense.

but like i said, i appreciate my uneasiness about hyesung not really being in love w dojin. in some way, to me, it feels like a consequence of the earlier events of their story, especially of the rape. some type of punishment to dojin that he will never truly have his heart (if we're going by the realistic route, i feel like dojin could feel that but is just ignoring it; he has hyesung by his side anyway, and they have a kid too).

to explain why i was uneasy, let's not forget that hyesung was looking for a RICH omega, which means he was prepared to live a life without love if it means he gets to be comfortable. it's just that he nabbed a rich alpha, and the bonding aside, being around dojin gives him the family (both extended and nuclear) he has ever wanted. so what more could he ask for?

or maybe hyesung is really in love and i just dont understand his character. i just really reaaally doubt it because the lack of interest from him that dojin could feel just seems impossible if hyesung was truly in love, not even to the degree of love dojin has for him. notice how hyesung only gets worked up when it threatens him or puts him in an uncomfy situation, like the last arc of horniness, and the affair rumor arc.

so, thats just it for me. might have to cleanse myself w fluffy, wholesome yaoi after this. as much as i enjoyed the art (and the author has such smooth storytelling abilities), finishing it just leaves a bitter aftertaste and this feeling of uncertainty continues (bc of hyesung), which again is diff bc usually in the end, the author got me convinced uke is in love w seme.

SPOILER ON 2ND PARAGRAPH
a part of me *does* hope her mother sees sense and they reconcile, but a (larger) part of me hopes that her mother continues to get her pride the best of herself and tatiana becomes her karma (i feel like thats the direction the story is going for especially w making her mother greet her husband when the mother humiliated him years ago) in where tatiana becomes the instrument in which the mother has to apologize or bow her head down to the people she hurt. i mean, she used her daughters as tools to get herself power and wealth; im sure there are many more underhanded means she did just so she could get there.

and idc if the mother was secretly trying to treat her daughter's illness. why would u not disclose that to her, as well as tell her that that's one of the reasons why you were adamant on having her marry the duke? what was she thinking then when they cut each other off, was she just going to let her die? this js why the illness insertion seems like a last minute thing so that readers can soften up on mother, but at the same time it doesnt seem like it bc anne has said colds affect tiara more. like there were hints! but anywho, i hope the mother gets what she deserves, both good and bad.

whatever anyone says, for me, the fault lies more on that glasses man than that short-haired girl. yall can say shes a hoe, but i feel like thats been clear from the start lol. that man however, is in a 10-year relationship, and yall can see he was genuinely falling for the temptation. i know him and his fiancee talked abt doing things for the money, but that hiding the note move would've sealed it for me bc why would you??? hopefully, she realizes that her fiance is the kind of man who could cheat on her in a heartbeat (even after they marry) as long as the temptation presents itself again.

i blame both short-haired girl and glasses man, but as there's no such thing as truly equal or fair in this world, i blame glasses man more (and frankly, side eye to those who blame the girly more; that man is an adult and again, in a 10-year relationship. he shouldnt be that easily swayed)