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Finally! We are almost there omg i thought these two chapters are gonna disappoint me but kudos. I hope they go on separate ways and find love that suits them. Jooin and Yahwi are two different people with so much baggage esp on the seme part and that can't be cured by just their feelings for each other. They both need a whole lot of growing up and maturity for them to have that kind of loving relationship, there's a quote ive been seeing for a ages that fits both of them "i love you too early and you love me too late. its not the right person wrong time, we're never meant for each other." i think for me this quote suit them well. The way Jooin POV and Yahwi's POV portrayed in this chapters.
Cain and Jooin, as much as i'm a Cain fan. I don't want them to be the end game too. For the very reason that it's rare for a rebound relationship to last nor be the happiest of all. Sure Jooin can take all his time to recover while Cain patiently waits for him. But that doesn't mean that he's not gonna get tired at some point in time, no matter how strong his feelings for Jooin it will fade into thin air day by day. Jooin i guess will never have that kind of confidence to reciprocate Cain's feelings cause of so many reasons and i guess intimate relationships isn't the answer nor the main thing to get the most out of this situation. So i don't want them to end up together too
Jooin needs some alone time. Self love, self respect that was lost in many ways. And for it to come back to him he needs to learn to love and respect and value himself more . Self love is very powerful that no one can ever hurt you once you attain this achievement in life. And i think he needs that the most. He had enough trying to love two people tryinh to gave what he can in almost every chapters and i think irl we are already burnt out and the identity loss is gonna be so real this time. Anyway, I'm so looking forward for this to end already! just go on your separate journey and love life and be happy with yourself