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it isnt the ex moving on thats the issue
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its how the ex responded and behaved after finding out his long time boyfriend and chidlhood friend was actually alive and not dead. I dont care if you moved on after your boyfriend "died" i care that you are being cold to someone who youve known your whole life and who was in a coma for 5 years. you wouldnt treat a stranger how the ex is treating mc. MC was literally in between life and death for 5 years, you should be happy that hes alive and well if he was someone you ever cared for. Hes not obligated to get back with him but being glad that hes not dead would be enough, knowing each other for 30 years makes you almost family and hes treating him like hes some parasite who came to ruin his current relationship, really pisses me off

I've read the raws and the translation seem to be off...
I feel like this bit is a little important that's why I commented

When mujin is killing the old man he actually said

"how annoying"

:"do you know what kind of sacrifice I have to make to stay by cho ah's side?"

Instead of what is stated there where he says something weird.

Heya so I came here with spoilers from up to chapter 30 just if someone’s curious, or to prevent someone from getting triggered by some stuff like I did:









Okay so we’ve seen gore and all but a couple stuff happened on the other chapters that really made me wanna drop this manga, wich is sad because I was enjoying the story up to this point.
A person from Mujin’s past shows up and he’s clearly very obsessed with Mujin and unhappy with his current relationship with Choa.
What legit disgusted me was that this new character actually raped Choa (more than once even) and SOMEHOW Mujin didn’t notice for a while and things were just really unbearable — this new disgusting psycho spends a decent amount of chapters threatening Choa and abusing him while journeying together with him and Mujin.
So looks like the author was kinda going in a natorare route or something, the rape scenes are hella sensual and Choa comes to enjoy it at some point.
What actually made me even more mad was the fact this new dude didn’t actually get punished until now, and he’s getting all these solo scenes and past flashbacks as if he’s supposed to be a somewhat important character and we should feel kinda sorry for him because aw, he loved Mujin so much.
Sorry, nope, I wanna see that MF’s head roll on the ground. And why the heck Mujin didn’t immediately notice the blatant abuse he did to Choa is just mind blowing to me.
So after this wave of rapes this new character goes and tries to kill Choa wich results in the main couple being separated and Mujin being super depressed and insane, looking desperately for his lover, while Choa gets rescued by yet another hot character who kinda looks like Mujin but with blue eyes and short hair.
So Choa proceeds to be kinda worried about Mujin’s whereabouts but also kinda really vibing with this new hot dude who he considers to have a lot in common with himself initially.
Now just in case you weren’t hit with enough netorare in your face with the last character, Choa actually has sex (non penetrative but still sex) with new guy #2 under the influence of an aphrodisiac.
So yeah, Choa doesn’t have his memories yet and get banged by two different dudes.
If you don’t care about stuff like this it may be worth to continue reading, but I’m really not into a harem like setting so I’m dropping this for a while, although I’m still somewhat curious of Choas memories eventually coming back.

Ok I read the raws and this is my understanding of the plot.

Makoto was obsessed with Ai's mother whom Beti looks like. The dad treated Makoto like shit and I guess Makoto found comfort in Ai's mom. Skip to their teenage years, Makoto rapes Ai for some reason and continues to abuse/harrass him to adulthood. He finds Beti who looks like Ai's mom and starts keeping him as a pet. Some yakuza related stuff happens but I'm just gonna focus on the relationships. So Makoto secretly lusts for Ai from the looks of it, and is only using Beti as a replacement(?) Ai also lusts for Makoto but he's an underdog so he can't rlly do anything. Beti and Yuu grow closer. Makoto gets locked up in some room by Ai, and Ai touches him and sucks his dick to provoke him. Some yakuza drama happens and Makoto escapes. They meet up with Beti and Yuu. Makoto and Beti hug, and Yuu feels rejected. Makoto wants to fuck Beti but Beti looks hesitant. Then I guess Makoto orders Ai to rape Yu? Ai starts to grope Yu and Makoto suddenly looks stressed because he realized he doesnt like Ai touching someone else other than him. Beti says smth and Makato has a flashback of Ai's mom and starts screaming and is about to punch Beti. Yuu stops him and takes Beti from the room. Beti and Yuu talk about their feelings and they finally have sex, Yuu bottoms for Beti. Meanwhile, Ai comes clean about his own feelings it looks like, and Makoto finally gives in and they also have sex, and Ai is bottom (hella good smut for this scene.) So things are peaceful but looks like someone wants to assasinate Beti. Someone tries to snipe him but Makoto blocks it and gets shot in the head. HE SURVIVES THO but he's in a coma. Ai is crying and sad at his hospital bed. Makoto dreams of Ai's mom talking to him, and then he sees baby Ai. He realizes he needs to let go of her and just be with Ai. Makoto wakes up and then Ai hugs him. Makoto recovers and he and Ai live happily as lovers. Meanwhile, Beti went to prison and cut his hair. He gets released and finds Yu waiting for him. Beti denies Yu's love at first but Yu starts confessing and then they hug and cry finally free of their burdens and able to be together. THE END.

Suu didn't had sex with Nadan because he wanted to sell his first time to afford freedom. He gave Suryeon his virginity because he felt like it could give him more leverage. He had sex with Saharah because he felt lonely.

Suu would give anything to have freedom from this hellish enviroment. And Suu deserve that.

omg did anyone else read the latest raws????
spoilers
Suu saw Saharah talking with the prince's minions! I wouldn't even be surprised if Saharah was scheming with the prince to get Suu back to the palace tbh. Saharah is the one who said that they 'have to go back eventually.'
he was never enthusiastic about Suu's plan for freedom. I feel like he was merely appeasing Suu this entire time.

I’m on like chapter 28 and suu just slapped this little kid to the ground wtf, and the boy doesn’t care and forgives him

can anyone please explain this manga? i don't understand

so why would u name the rabbit as pyschotic though when he just did it for survival? It is literally wrong but when an alpha killed lower beings, it is justified just bec it is a law or somewhat natural order.. but when the other side reteliates, it is named wrong.. Whatever it be, i am on the rabbit's side.. coz if snake and wolf are really meant for each other. there is no way that the wolf would be attracted to anyone else especially the rabbit.. How i wish if the snake is also direct about his feelings towards to the wolf given they have been together for a couple of yrs..

I don't get why people are really hating on our bunny. He's fucked up and beautiful and a literal monster but that's what makes him so loveable and interesting . also I really like the snake. Yes he keeps having babies but he's just built that way and having a bottoms alpha is super refreshing . the wolf er. Yeah he's ok he kinda just into the bunny and wants the snake as childhood friends. So my consensus is that it needs to be a threesome. Yes . I think the wolf is attracted to both the snake and bunny. Similarly the bunny gets aroused by both the snake and wolf and the snake yeah mahn he's gonna be the either way and hes too lovable to not include him .

What a powerful chapter. So many good and bad things to take from this.
I’m happy to see some mental health care! He couldn’t deal with things so he went to a professional to seek help and the medication (even though it doesn’t solve his problems) it helped him to stay afloat. Sometimes it’s the only thing you can do in that moment, and it’s ok. It’s easy for outsiders to be like: do this or that and it’s solved. But it’s not like that. So I loved seeing this portrayed.
Also, his mom going after him to see him and giving him an escape, even if it’s only temporary, go mama!
Of course the bad it’s the “boyfriend”. So selfish and self-centered. Can’t wait for him to put a definitive end to it, but his behavior is one of those who know how to be manipulative. Makes so frustrated and angry (╯°Д °)╯╧╧.
Overall, I’m loving this ride. I usually don’t get this hyped for shounen ai, but this one caught me. I’m completely fixated on it!!!!

Hol up, didn't Taker had a past with someone with the same eyes as MC? Wasn't that MC's mother? I didn't even know she was alive lol

I'm pretty sure the three dudes that appeared is a reference to this manhwa http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_dead_crow_s_stare/
The main character name is jinwoo and Alex is the red head and blonde dude is the other top. Not sure why it's referenced, but that's cool. Highly recommend to read

you guys are so annoying calling the fl a slut. she was in such a horrible relationship that left her unable to fully love again. he made her feel like nothing, like she didn’t matter, leaving her more attached then he was. and now she’s finally moving on and now realizing that jihoo is someone she does truly care for. some people need to solidify there finally with something intimate, like sex, so they can truly understand what they need to do. it’s so obvious that none of you have ever been truly hurt or in a serious relationship before.

So it's a break up sex? "The leash is broken" I think she really needed that last bit with her ex. I'm guessing she realized that she's already prepared to fully move on while doing that stuff with him. Even if the husband had his way with her at the end, she realized that the feeling isn't the same xD well that's how I understood it. Now she can sort things out with Jihoo

I think we don't understand why she had sex with her ex because we only see a chapter in her life where she's reflecting and looking back on that relationship in the light of how it failed, we only see the strain it put her under and the bad moments, but that's not all there was to it obviously. At some point they were in love and she even said she conditioned herself to think her love was special in the beginning.
She was so scared of loosing him and ruining the relationship that she let herself be overlooked for a long time and silenced herself. The bond was strong and she thought she would be with him forever.
She probably thought she couldn't ever get over him, but she now realizes she already has, he's out of her mind.
Her ex is finally attentive to her, seeking her in a way she wished he had before, but even as they are physically together she doesn't feel the bond anymore, she has changed for good.
I know having sex with someone even as you are emotionally involved with someone else is not a pretty way to deal with things and I agree you shouldn't rely on sex too much to make up your mind about relationships.
But she, at this point, has cleanly closed the relationship with the younger guy: she didn't lead him on, give mixed messages, left him hoping and hanging on.
She was very responsible realizing that he was too compliant and she was not emotionally reliable enough to be careful about it and she ended it.
She is free to seek closure however she wants and I actually think the meaning of the chapter was that sex doesn't equate love. She has sex with her ex husband and tangibly sees that nothing ties her to him anymore.
On the other hand she also realizes that she is now emotionally tied to the other younger guy and their relationship is more than a substitute for her husband and a comfort to her loneliness.
Until she doesn't completely close the wound of her past marriage on her own she can't in good conscience approach the younger guy and actually give him a chance to be more than a rebound.

okay author, do as you please..... you're the only one who can understand your work very well... honestly i dont get it at all...

To be fair tho, it's kinda hard to hate the characters since they're all just looking for love. It's their vulnerability & choices that made it hard to acheive it. They're all just seeking for answers, second chances & love. Can u really blame them?

I don't know why many people are confused or upset, but ms Kim has sex with her ex in order to put a definite end to their story. While having sex with him she thinks about the other guy and she realized she was free from her leash (which is her husband) exactly because she understood she cares for the other guy. I think we will finally get some good development for the main couple.