GODZILLA's Favorite

I finished the korean ver a while back. I'll put spoilers here for who wants

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Woohyung (uke) was imprisoned and raped by his wife's brother who was madly in love with Woo but snapped after he married his sister/childhood sweetheart. He escapes but is traumatized and addicted to gay sex to cope. His wife is upset that her brother is a criminal and that Woo got him arrested, can't handle helping Woohyung recover, and is stressed by her reputation now at work so they divorce and Woo has no one to help him.

Woo befriended a cop (tan guy) and convinces him to be gay sex friends with Woo after cop hesitates a lot. They switch often during sex and the cop starts liking Woo. Woo also hooks up with a gay rich guy at a club who has family problems. Rich guy is a top only and into super rough sex and they bang a lot. Rich guy falls for Woo and Woo gets into a mutual poly relationship with the 2 guys as his boyfriend even though the two guys kind of wanted to be mono with Woo at first.

Woo tries talking to his ex-wife about the past and things that could had went different. She says she was stressed and guilted by her brother, mad that he did that and that he went to jail, but screamed and broke down that her reputation was ruined by both him and Woo and that she didn't know what to do. Woo celebrates his bday at a nightclub with a bunch of random guys and his boyfriends and the randos try to coerce Woo into sex with them. Boyfriends are upset and angry. Woo doesn't understand their concern and gets a mental breakdown episode about his rapist. Drama happens. 3p sex happens but Woo has an empty look in his eyes. Meanwhile, rapist bro served his time and is getting out of jail. Woo hears about that and mentally breaks down and has a trip where he sees nothing but the rapist bro in his mind. He suddenly disappears on his loving boyfriends and meets up with his freed rapist. He ends up trying to get to good terms with him and gets into an accident and goes to hospital.

His boyfriends visit him in hospital and they are relieved he was found. He tells them something about giving his rapist a chance and boyfriends look ddisappointed and leave. Surprise, mr. rapist sexually assaults woo at night. More things happen and an open ending where Woo ends up with his boyfriends after all.

I think the reason I loved this so much was that neither of the characters fell into the stereotypical personalities of those whom are under the love triangle narrative.

Joowon was not the bad boy the MC chose for no damn reason. While his feelings and negative tendencies were babysat by Haesoo in the first half of the story, in his heart, he truly loved and wanted to protect him. He grew out of this unhealthy dependence, and took the initiative to step out of his safety net, which allowed Haesoo follow him.

Haesoo was not the indecisive MC. He knew that he always loved Joowon. He was selfless and prepared to sacrifice anything if it means that the people around him will be happy, and from that, he developed to the person who is unafraid of searching for his own happiness.

Taekyung was not the nice guy with a savior complex. He wanted Haesoo simply because, no other reason. He didn't pity Haesoo, tho his desire to win him over was born from the overwhelming feelings he had for the first time in his life. I truly believe that Haesoo and Taku met solely for the lessons that they needed to learn. And if the creator bids it, I hope we see the full development of Taku's complex character in another story. Cause he's my favorite out of the trio even tho I was rooting for J x H.

But before that, I do hope we get more happy moments from the couple, Joowon and Haesoo, in the side stories :(

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The last panel broke my heart.. Seung Eon asked Ji wook not to throw him away while they are making out and saying that he had loved him since he first lay his eyes on him. Ji wook thinking bubble was apologizing to Seung Eon as he knew sooner or later he had to end this relationship given the world they live in is so far apart. Ji wook also had plans to work really hard for a future that he wanted after they graduate. Hence, he only intend to be with Seung Eon until they graduate. Knowing that Seung Eon will not let him go, my guess, Ji wook will disappear from Seung Eon life as soon as he graduate.

I always thought stories involving BDSM where one partner isn't into it, are uncomfortable but this manhwa completely changed my mind. It turned this concept into a mental conflict due to the Vanilla Uke liking the Dom Seme and putting up with it.
First off the art...it is to die for!! It's been a while since I was so impressed, the arrangement of the panels, the linework, the symbolism (like cracked pieces)...everything is simply astonishing!
I can't even describe how much I love it!
The subject is treated with respect and even educational for newcomers probably.
Oh and the dynamic between those two, finally not a psychotic and obsessed Seme and the Uke is so likeable as well! He's mature enough to handle the subject but also a victim to his feelings, he's cute but not whiny or annoying.
I love how them being gay and the whole DS/SM relationship isn't treated as embarrassing but accepted by those involved.
GAH I could go on and on about how much I'm addicted to this!
Just the whole story, it's so fresh and doesn't drift into the cliche troupes much, this is officially one of my all time favorite now!
I could read 100+ chapters and not get bored~

okay i know most definitely they'll prob end up together at the end but how are they going to make things work if they have different sexual preferences as to what makes them feel good, and also concerning what turns them on? im looking forward to how the author will work around that

my babyyy Sexual preferences are fairly important. In addition to honoring your partner, you must also honor yourself. If you don't like it, don't force it. And talk to each other properly. Sex is supposed to be something that makes you two enjoy it.

Is there a point to this? It's painful watching a mostly great dom expected to change who he is just because a vanilla dude likes him.

i miss this story, its the only interesting one with consensual bdsm. maybe not an extremely accurate representation. but the author did a good job creating characters' fears and insecurities.

They are both in a difficult situation right now, but I feel worse for the dominant, whose trust in reciprocal honesty regarding hard limits was betrayed. It must feel awful to find out you were the only one taking satisfaction in the play, while your partner quietly suffered along with you even though it's not your fault because YOU SIMPLY DIDN'T KNOW BECAUSE HE NEVER FUCKING TOLD YOU.

I don’t get the firts timeline. If she was friendly with the the prince in her first life, why didn’t he help her when her family was killed?

Did he go back in time too?

Okay, so the men MC meets are a pair of identical twins and their uncle. Based from the prologue, things seem spicy and hot and perfect for smut lovers like myself to indulge in but according to reviews, the prologue is actually only one of the FEW smexy scenes here. The story really doesn't highlight sex, but more about the relationship of the 4 and their personal stories. They always ask for consent, make sure MC is ok and down with things before doing anything so they all have a perfectly healthy relationship. Oh, and they also stop using contraceptives when they got married. (Yes, all 3 of these hot dudes became MC's husband! Mama is livin the dream :)

I'm starting to seriously worry about suu's sanity. What's with all the memory losses

So Suu Was Living A Whole Life Unconsciously For A Month? That's Not Right. I Hope Suu Learn To Love Himself So That He Stays By Himself..They Dont Deserve Him. The Crown Prince Is Cruel And Will Even Hurt Suu Physical If Need Be. The Dragon Boy Is Inconsiderate To What Suu Wants In His Life Due To Him Wanting Him. Suu Doesn't Want To Kill Ppl Yet He's Killing All Those Ppl Making Suu Life Harder. Honesty I'm Sad. Suu Be Happy And Feel At Peace My Child. That's All I Want For Him.

this is so maddening. why did shuli have to die? she just wanted to plant some beans and live somewhere far away from her duties as a marchioness. AND NORA OH MY GOD. I am in love with both shuli and nora and it breaks my heart to see them like this. I had to physically stop myself from crying this last chapter. AND THE FAMILY. they loved her. she loved them. just thinking about my babies in pain makes me wanna cry ┗( T﹏T )┛

Okay I was started seeing the Osiris and Seth rape i literally shed a tear oh how much pain and sorrow Seth i had for Seth, he was so wronged and broken, and when I was reading it I had this disgusting feeling and hate for Osiris since he literally raped Seth. This isn't even those rape scenes in other storys where the trope Is like "they like each other so its not so bad" (I'm not justifying this trope its just a example to prove my statement) nah yall this is literally rape, Seth has someone he loved, he showed disgust, FEAR, and sadness, Seth got broken mentally and emotionally because of Osiris. He better die later on

collin and pihilippa's story did kinda break my heart but the bits of happiness they experienced made it so much sweeter i love their love so much even if it made me cry so fucking bad

collin asf >>>> the master and his cottage cheese cum

I don't really like the male lead and female lead that much. I read this manga because of ayame and sagami. Their love story really make me cry a ton. I skipped the main character part hahah. And i really love their supporting charactersssლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Yoshino rocks! And this story keeps on getting more and more interesting. I'm now very curious on why that scarface dude is after Yoshino. I love how this is not a cheesy shojou thing cause some of the yakuza-themed mangas I read was just focused on the romance. I love the fact that the author didn't make the ml the typical won't-touch-any-girl-other-than-fl guy, yet the author is doing a good job to show how much the ml sees the fl differently from other girls. I like how the author really depicts what a yakuza "can" be like and didn't make Kirishima a very righteous guy. This makes him more like a real yakuza unlike other male leads in yakuza-themed mangas.

I'm really looking forward for more chapters.