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This BS about Yahwi changing and not doing things that just suit his feelings. Miss. Me. With. That. Sh!t. He literally shows back up in Jooin's life because *he* needs it, and since showing back up, he's been doing everything he can to immediately get in the dude's pants.

You sure you missed the whole human, or maybe you just missed his @ss?! The dude asks for permission, like he cares, but just keeps on without getting it. Like seriously, Jooin has zero self-respect getting back with this guy instead of someone who treats him like he's worth more than what he can give the other person.

Gonna chalk this up to just another toxic yaoi couple, I guess. And just when I finally thought Jooin had finally grown the flip up. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Two authors and this is the best they could do

This manhwa is really messing w me now. Like when I thought Yahwi was the endgame. Cain came along and stole Jooin away. And now that I finally started accepting Cain as the new ML seeing how he's actually so good. And now Jooin messes it all up. LIKE CAN'T YOU FCKING CHOOSE WHO'S BETTER??? If they were going to throw Cain away just like that after all the physical and emotional connection then they shouldn't have added him in the damn plot. Like I understand it made Jooin a strong person but what about Cain? What did he do? Why must he shoulder the burden of someone else? And now right after Yahwi comes in front of Jooin, he melts away? He literally kissed him on day one. This manhwa has become such a joke.

I don't really write "reviews" or my long thoughts on pirate sites like this. Ultimately, it doesn't matter. Since I'm reading illegally. But I just have to write a little something. I don't think this ending was earned. I think the author had too many ideas and themes in their head. While also slightly chasing trends within Korean BL. Jooin and Yahwi's could have been it's own thing. Jooin and Cain could have been it's own thing. But them both together jumbled both. It seems the author wanted to make more mature "adult" love triangle. But with conflict themes and dynamics it all got lost in the sauce. I've read a few other media that have the MC break away from their love interests in order to self actualize. But this one lacked the proper vibe, maturity, and nuances to make it come together. I don't hate this story as some seem to do. But I do think it got too lost in its own self to be great.

this has been going on so long with 10 chapters being dedicated to one topic over and over y’all I barely even remember what is going on tbh

I miss when this was just a regular love triangle with hopes and dreams but now it’s just like if Jooin was gonna go back to Yawhi he should just did that when he first apologized or something cos girl that shit dragged lmaoooo

The story is trash and the readers unsatisfied, and just wanted to wrap it up quickly?

From the beginning it was obvious to anyone who knows their BL tropes that Yahwi was endgame, so that's not surprising. But the author truly managed to ruin the uke and both romances with their toxic storytelling, so no matter how much more they'd drag the story on for it was always gonna feel unsatisfying.

So stupid, with a few sentences and you forgave him after several years apart?

I can appreciate a good character growth but it's all been skipped, hasn't it?
We really never saw yahwi grow into the man jooin deserves.
Where's the repentance? Where's the internal healing? Where's the THERAPY?!!!!
Man o man.
Disappointed but eh.

There's a difference with wanting the endgame with Jooin and Cain and not wanting it after ch100 now which Yawhi stans don't even understand.

Jooin pre chapter 100: He's moving on from both relationships. He's focusing on himself and healing. If they both met up now, Jooin and Cain would start a relationship on equal footing. Cain wanting Jooin for who he is now, not what he was in the past, and Jooin being with Cain when he isn't vulnerable and hurt and looking for comfort.

This. This is the Jooin we wanted for Cain to end up with.

Jooin chapter 100: He's able to confront Yawhi without letting his past feelings get in the way... or so we thought. He decides to forget everything Yawhi's done to him, immediately rushes into relationship without even knowing if Yawhi has changed.

This is not the Jooin we want for Cain.

I can't believe Cain was the only one with complete character development. And before you say Jooin and Yawhi had development, no, they didn't, they more or less back tracked to who they were before. A timeskip does not count as development lol.

Of course this depends on how the story unfolds but Cain is the only one so far that decided to "let go" of the past he's been holding onto to finally be his own person. This is still staying true unless the author decides to fuck up.

For Jooin, his development has reached below 50 ft of crap after chapter 100. For a guy that was talking about moving on from both guys and trying to look out for himself for almost 20 chapters straight, he caved pretty easily in a single chapter without a shred of development or build up to end up with Yawhi. He tells both guys to move on after hurting him in different ways but the moment he sees his ex, he bends over.

As for Yawhi, all I see is him using how pitiful he is as a manipulation tactic. Sure, he regrets his actions but he's at the point where he can't live without Jooin. He literally begs him (again like in the past) instead of trying to build trust and making up for the things he did to him before. Instead, he chooses to rush into a relationship with him.

*sighs* the open ending was at least decent and kept everyones character in tact.

YAHWI'S CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ARC WAS A LITERAL TIMESKIP IMAGINE BEING SO TOXIC, YOUR DEVELOPMENT WAS SKIPPED OUT

I’ve seen a lot of negative comments about this manhwa. It’s understandable for those who have following since the beginning.

For myself, i just started reading it recently and the waiting does not really affected me.

However, my pov that the storyline does drags too much. We know that the story doesn’t always need to be a happy ending but the writer keep coming back with the return of the characters. I guess this what the writer want. A story we can’t predict for the ending. I am thrill to wait for the next chapter. Just hoping it will be the last chapter.

P.s
This was the first manhwa that make me cried. On the part where Cain tell his past live story to Jooin when he sleeps

I think I’m at peace with this. Like I think we all know where it’s going, and I might not read what’s coming next, but I’m satisfied with Jooin’s growth. No, I don’t think he did Cain dirty. I actually think he did a great job resolving that relationship. Like there’s no way that it was gonna be healthy if they had gotten together when Cain still thought of himself as Jooin’s dog. If he would have stayed, his entire world would have been Jooin and that would not have been healthy for either of them.

I think Jooin also did a good job resolving things with Yahwi. He called him out on the bullshit and walked away.

It’s looking like they might reconcile but at least Jooin spent time on his own, reconnected with friends, graduated, and became an independent adult all on his own. He’s gained confidence and learned how to put himself first.

I’m not a fan of stories wheee abusers get a second chance so I’m probably dropping this now, but it’s not a bad place to drop it. I felt like I ended up getting a conclusion for every character.

Imagine double killing your ex husband corpse then having seggs with your beloved in the same room for a long timeee

(＠_＠;)

With this last chapter, it's really difficult to predict what's happening next...
So Jooin chose to let both of them go, which is pretty understandable for me at least.
With Yahwi it's clear that they both loved each other but Jooin got so much hurt in that relationship that he can't be with Yahwi no more. Or at least not now. Maybe they will meet in the future and fall in love again, in a healthy way. But for that to happen, they really need a long Time skip, like them meeting as 30 year olds or something. But it's as if it's going to be a completely different story. Don't know how they Can pull that.
As for Cain, it's more ambiguous in the sense that we're not sure of what Jooin feels for him. Jooin himself seems to be still confused about those feelings..we know that he's precious to him, that he finds him attractive. But does he love him? He says that treasuring is not loving but at the same time we see him in other chapters blushing with his Heart beating when Cain is close to him. Him saying that his feelings for Cain came drip by drip, and also him sleeping at his mom's place to not be alone when Cain left.
To me it seems that he chose to let Cain go because of two reasons. First because he doesn't want him to abandon everything(family, Friends, studies).
Jooin cares a lot for Cain and he certainly doesn't want to ruin cain's life. And secondly, because Jooin doesn't want to be Cain's master, that is not the kind of relationship he wants. Even in their last conversation, Cain still talks about Jooin as if he was the same person of the past life. With Cain's letter, Jooin maybe came to realize that Cain has this much love not for him but for his past life master and that makes their relationship vague and based on something that Jooin is not aware of. That makes Jooin doubt his own feelings too because he doesn't know much about the real Cain of this World. So there are for sure some unresolved issues between these. I think they will surely meet again in the future.

Had reread the chapters again and it's so much to grasp that majority won't really know what's being said. But I'm glad Jooin decided to choose himself before anything else. He's not ready and neither are Cain and Yahwi. A separation was needed and during this time they will have clears minds without the rush of emotions blinding them. But can I say, I really enjoyed Cain departure, it was so much imagery and emotion, some may see it negativity but I saw it more positively, they will definitely meet again.

Let's be honest. All 3 of them are toxic to each other in some regard when it comes to being in relationships...I know this has been a frustrating ride, but I'm not mad at this honest depiction of 3 people moving on when things aren't right for them. It's just more accurate to real life which is probably why people are hating on it so much...I think it would be nice for them all to find their own versions of happiness, who knows, maybe when they grow a bit and become a bit more mature something might bring one of the couples back together and it can work.

As much as i wanted this to end already but this is the best chapter ever from this story as far as i am concerned. I have so much going on with my own love life right now like literally i am in the verge of calling off my engagement and i thought i needed to hear this today though ive been seeing and hearing signs but my delulu self wouldn't listen. Lmao. Kidding aside, i think loving someone wholeheartedly and letting them go at the same time is still as beautiful as loving them while you're being in a relationship. Painful yet still pulchritudinous picture. It takes a lot of courage and self awareness to come forward and let the person you love the most go and choose your self choose happiness for yourself then hope for things in the future that everything will be fine that one day there's come a very special person who will make you happy and you will feel loved again. This chapter is just very well written. Cain you may be just a character but you are a beautiful one, and I'll love you for as long as im alive.

I get what Jooin wanted, he saw himself in Cain. Like when Jooin let himself get walked all over for Yawhi to be content with him. He knew living for someone else is not the way to go, and so he freed Cain from that burden. I know people wanna be like “Jooin is so dramatic/Jooins dragging it on/Jooin is leading Cain on yet again” but Jooin is the only one who can give Cain closure with a proper breakup. I really like Jooin, I didn’t want him to end up with anyone because both options were unhealthy, but if Cain comes back after finally living life for himself, then I wouldn’t be upset if they got back together. Jooin is so misunderstood, I hope every little Yawhi dick rider learns to put themselves first like Jooin did throughout this story lol.

The difference between Jooin ending the relationship with Yahwi versus him ending it with Cain is that, with Yahwi, based on their dialogue in previous chapters, Jooin realizes that he does not love Yahwi anymore. What he feels for Yahwi is more pity or compassion than love. He cares for Yahwi like a friend/brother. While Jooin's decision to break up with Cain is solely based on his belief in Cain's older brother's words; Cain's love for him is synonymous with a mental dislocation. Fairly speaking, Jooin believes that Cain has gone awry.

I kind of get where the author is trying to go with this story but then again the breakup feels incomplete. It feels incomplete because only Jooin and Yahwi had a complete breakup ending based on Jooin's realization of his feelings towards Yahwi. Well, Yahwi has become someone he feels sorry for. While with Cain the breakup feels more incomplete because the decision was made based on a third party's opinion about their relationship; in this case Cain's older brother.

I wonder how will Jooin react when Cain's younger brother or older brother confirms to him that Cain is, in fact, not crazy, but is simply in love with him. Boy, that'll be extra depressing to read.

I can't argue with the fact that Cain's love for Jooin should have been written differently. Well, what's done is done. But, the reality check Cain needed to hear the most was to acknowledge himself as a human being, not as a dog, and to learn how to live in the present as well as to learn how to love himself first. And Jooin was able to convey that to him.

At the end of the day, the choices made right now will finally help them all move on and heal from this burdensome poisonous experience. Jeez, don't we all need that!

But, the author being the author, I won't be surprised if his end game is Jooin and Yahwi because that's what they've been shipping for since chapter one.