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From the beginning it was obvious to anyone who knows their BL tropes that Yahwi was endgame, so that's not surprising. But the author truly managed to ruin the uke and both romances with their toxic storytelling, so no matter how much more they'd drag the story on for it was always gonna feel unsatisfying.
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Jooin pre chapter 100: He's moving on from both relationships. He's focusing on himself and healing. If they both met up now, Jooin and Cain would start a relationship on equal footing. Cain wanting Jooin for who he is now, not what he was in the past, and Jooin being with Cain when he isn't vulnerable and hurt and looking for comfort.
This. This is the Jooin we wanted for Cain to end up with.
Jooin chapter 100: He's able to confront Yawhi without letting his past feelings get in the way... or so we thought. He decides to forget everything Yawhi's done to him, immediately rushes into relationship without even knowing if Yawhi has changed.
This is not the Jooin we want for Cain.
2024-01-26 04:57 marked
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Of course this depends on how the story unfolds but Cain is the only one so far that decided to "let go" of the past he's been holding onto to finally be his own person. This is still staying true unless the author decides to fuck up.
For Jooin, his development has reached below 50 ft of crap after chapter 100. For a guy that was talking about moving on from both guys and trying to look out for himself for almost 20 chapters straight, he caved pretty easily in a single chapter without a shred of development or build up to end up with Yawhi. He tells both guys to move on after hurting him in different ways but the moment he sees his ex, he bends over.
As for Yawhi, all I see is him using how pitiful he is as a manipulation tactic. Sure, he regrets his actions but he's at the point where he can't live without Jooin. He literally begs him (again like in the past) instead of trying to build trust and making up for the things he did to him before. Instead, he chooses to rush into a relationship with him.
*sighs* the open ending was at least decent and kept everyones character in tact.
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For myself, i just started reading it recently and the waiting does not really affected me.
However, my pov that the storyline does drags too much. We know that the story doesn’t always need to be a happy ending but the writer keep coming back with the return of the characters. I guess this what the writer want. A story we can’t predict for the ending. I am thrill to wait for the next chapter. Just hoping it will be the last chapter.
P.s
This was the first manhwa that make me cried. On the part where Cain tell his past live story to Jooin when he sleeps
2024-01-20 02:05 marked
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I think Jooin also did a good job resolving things with Yahwi. He called him out on the bullshit and walked away.
It’s looking like they might reconcile but at least Jooin spent time on his own, reconnected with friends, graduated, and became an independent adult all on his own. He’s gained confidence and learned how to put himself first.
I’m not a fan of stories wheee abusers get a second chance so I’m probably dropping this now, but it’s not a bad place to drop it. I felt like I ended up getting a conclusion for every character.
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So Jooin chose to let both of them go, which is pretty understandable for me at least.
With Yahwi it's clear that they both loved each other but Jooin got so much hurt in that relationship that he can't be with Yahwi no more. Or at least not now. Maybe they will meet in the future and fall in love again, in a healthy way. But for that to happen, they really need a long Time skip, like them meeting as 30 year olds or something. But it's as if it's going to be a completely different story. Don't know how they Can pull that.
As for Cain, it's more ambiguous in the sense that we're not sure of what Jooin feels for him. Jooin himself seems to be still confused about those feelings..we know that he's precious to him, that he finds him attractive. But does he love him? He says that treasuring is not loving but at the same time we see him in other chapters blushing with his Heart beating when Cain is close to him. Him saying that his feelings for Cain came drip by drip, and also him sleeping at his mom's place to not be alone when Cain left.
To me it seems that he chose to let Cain go because of two reasons. First because he doesn't want him to abandon everything(family, Friends, studies).
Jooin cares a lot for Cain and he certainly doesn't want to ruin cain's life. And secondly, because Jooin doesn't want to be Cain's master, that is not the kind of relationship he wants. Even in their last conversation, Cain still talks about Jooin as if he was the same person of the past life. With Cain's letter, Jooin maybe came to realize that Cain has this much love not for him but for his past life master and that makes their relationship vague and based on something that Jooin is not aware of. That makes Jooin doubt his own feelings too because he doesn't know much about the real Cain of this World. So there are for sure some unresolved issues between these. I think they will surely meet again in the future.
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I kind of get where the author is trying to go with this story but then again the breakup feels incomplete. It feels incomplete because only Jooin and Yahwi had a complete breakup ending based on Jooin's realization of his feelings towards Yahwi. Well, Yahwi has become someone he feels sorry for. While with Cain the breakup feels more incomplete because the decision was made based on a third party's opinion about their relationship; in this case Cain's older brother.
I wonder how will Jooin react when Cain's younger brother or older brother confirms to him that Cain is, in fact, not crazy, but is simply in love with him. Boy, that'll be extra depressing to read.
I can't argue with the fact that Cain's love for Jooin should have been written differently. Well, what's done is done. But, the reality check Cain needed to hear the most was to acknowledge himself as a human being, not as a dog, and to learn how to live in the present as well as to learn how to love himself first. And Jooin was able to convey that to him.
At the end of the day, the choices made right now will finally help them all move on and heal from this burdensome poisonous experience. Jeez, don't we all need that!
But, the author being the author, I won't be surprised if his end game is Jooin and Yahwi because that's what they've been shipping for since chapter one.
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2024-01-12 21:21 marked
Maybe the author realized