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Okay sooooo I read some of the raw chapters at the end and I THINKK im not 100% sure cause obvi can't read Korean but she doesn't end up with anybody. Which if you ask me makes the most sense.

Since without doha in the lil bros body there would be no chemistry between the two and once he's out of the body .... he's already dead soo.... unless he stays there which he won't the fl won't end up with anybody.

At the end I remember doha ghost was still following the fl for a few years after everhthing and I think then he finally moves on to the afterlife and everything goes back to the way it was before he found her.

Sorry to say but she was a bit to stupid there. Choosing Nadricka as her partner for her OTHER concubine's celebration banquet. Nice. Given Eclot is her concubine, he'll have no partner to attend with since no one would be bold enough to fill in the princess' role while she's attending bruh. It's like coming to your own party alone only to see your partner with another. Talk about face. Also she didn't think about Nadricka's position at all either, PLS remember he's a slave, ofc people gonna downgrade him, be it openly or covertly ffs. And that along with the last punishment she handed, is bringing a lot of attention on him, BAD attention. He's slowly transforming into one of her weaknesses when that other bitch is still lurking around...

There's just something about Buckingham I just don't like. I felt like what Richard and Henry had was honestly beautiful. The way they just connected emotionally without the need for sex- Hell even Richard can't forget that even after he felt the need to go to Buckingham for accepting his body
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Richard is going through so much right now and y’all are worried about who he’s going to end up with?!?! Am I the only one that is hurting for him? it feels like he’s just falling into a deeper hole of loneliness and agony, and I just love how realistic his character is, after all the f*ucked up sh*t he had to go through to get to where he’s at it was obvious that his judgment was going to get clouded and become greedier once he had a taste of power, and don’t even get me started on Anne and little Edward, they literally adore richard, but he just pushes them away and I’m scared Anne will turn against him for neglecting his family ahhhh

Literally NOTHING was solved. Chulsoo will be forever stuck on her. Let's be real he IS not happy in poly relationship. So he is going to be jealous and unhappy deep inside. Jiha isn't as bad as many try to portray him.... And he is stuck on Doowon in unrequited love. Rather miserable ending. I don't understand what was the point of his and Doowon's thread tbh. Waste of potential.
Dorim deserves so much better.
There is still no communication, most things were left unsaid.
What I can say... Smut scenes were juicy but there rest, plot were disappointing.

i cant believe after all the rollercoaster rides we’ve been put through that THIS was the suitable ending they thought was best for this story. like there’s so many things wrong here; the freaking stalker is getting away with it AND he gets to be with her?? chulsoo confessed to her, she didn’t give him an answer AND decides to move forward with all her subs including chulsoo when he’s seemingly uncomfortable in the situation?? what about the glasses guys feelings?? why would you send him a picture of his crush when that’s clearly not helpful at all since his crush doesn’t like him back?? why’re they all moving forward with a polyamorous relationship when they’re not on the same page?? how is she going around mishandling all the fragile and vulnerable concepts of bdsm with so many people?? bRUH

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If you like psychological, messed up stories, here's one for you. Otherwise, please don't read it cause it'll be a waste of time for you and not be able to appreciate the story fully. There are warnings from both the tags and the comments, please don't bash a story or the author when they tried really hard, especially when they actually wrote the story that fulfills the criteria for the tags.

Minjae was dumb to think karma wouldn't bite him back in the ass, his childhood was sad and I get why he doesn't want to be involved in stuff that reminds him of his past, but apart from the scene where we see him dreaming and crying out sorry to Eunsung, we don't see him feel guilty at all, and so as pitiful as he may be, he's still at fault for Hyukjoon's pain and frankly, does deserve what was coming for him.

Eunsung did not deserve to die, especially because of a child's jealousy. Taehyun fell for the wrong dude, but he did rape Minjae (Where are his parents lmao). Also would've liked to see how he and Minjae started their physical relationship (it was mentioned, but to me it felt lacking that we didn't get to see their origin, would've been nice). Sunho deserves a lifetime of hugs after all that, he was only a mere catalyst in the rest of the characters' eyes. Taehyun only felt guilty for Sunho, but doesn't truly care for him. That chairwoman should go to jail for child abuse.

I thought it was kinda funny that Hyukjoon put in so much effort and even fucked his son's killer, it would've been much easier to just, you know, grieve. I don't think he really had time to grieve Eunsung or feel sorry for himself? I think the first thing he did was go in shock, denial, anger, then planned his revenge. That's the only way I could see him being able to think of something like this. Saw his suicide from a mile away. Hope he's doing well with his son now. But the lines, "But, now that I see your tears... it doesn't fill me with relief [...] I guess I loved you a lot more than I thought," plus the author's note, "someone who's consumed by hatred may grow to feel new emotions that make them hesitate on their path of revenge," "new emotions" may have referred to the love that Hyukjoon has grown towards Minjae, think it might have referred to the obsessive feelings of revenge that may have grown into some form of love (since it was BL, probably romantic, but for me I think it was in between familial love and romantic love)? I'm not sure, just that Hyukjoon unknowingly started to care for Minjae. But because Hyukjoon "chose revenge," as stated in the author's note, his yearning for revenge for his son was much stronger than whatever he felt for Minjae.

Also, through autopsy, they'd realize it was a suicide not a homicide, so Minjae wouldn't be sentenced to jail, maybe he'd be detained for a while, but other than that he wouldn't suffer any consequences apart from the pain of losing Hyukjoon. Hopefully Taehyun can afford a psychologist/psychiatrist for Minjae so he can get his shit together. Yes, Minjae was a jerk to Taehyun, and even acknowledged that he treated Taehyun poorly, but he really has no one to lean on anymore (we don't see any other person call out to Minjae after they started as student teachers, so this is only an assumption, though I think it's safe to say no one else is close to either of them), and really he just needs therapy. Actually, scratch that, they all need therapy. But the story was well executed, the characters were all sympathetic, Minjae too (if you dig deeper and read thoroughly), personally, even to the point where I could empathize with them, and I would definitely recommend it if you wanna see angsty stuff with a bittersweet ending.

is it bad that i don't hate minjae? i think minjae represented the darkest and uglier side of ones personality no matter the individual i found his character very relatable in sense while I've never been through what he's been through i can still relate to his train of thought. alot of the times we read stories of the main characters having horrible back stories and life experiences and still turning out to be upstanding decent human beings while that's nice and all it's wishful thinking trauma affects ppl differently and just to make things clear i absolutely do not agree with minjae but I'd be lying if i said i didn't understand. i wish all the characters had found some kind of peace and forgiveness but oh well

All the couples are adorable on their own. All of them are sexc , love the art work 
I like how Hyungwoo minhoon Endric chief Daniel even gunchan team up together and rebel Elian for justice of kin.
I like Hyungwoo and minhoon the most their love for each other make me so envy about them 
even tho i don't like Elian still he and gunchan make such a sexc couple. 
Endric and chief cp is cute they are such a mature cp and always support Hyungwoo and mihoon thru out whole story. 
I wished Daniel turned their bff sijoon into his kin why don't author make them a couple :( so Hyungwoo Minhoon Gunchan and Sijoon can be bff together eternity ╥﹏╥
This manga could be in shounen ai tag tho Haha I like story but there are of plot holes and translation is hard to comprehend. I even lost interest in the middle but finished it somehow. They could have introduced well more about connection between vampire and human and introduce more about Kin Management and their business. I still don't know what exactly Hyungwoo title and whats his career in story ╮(￣▽￣)╭
And I love how powerful minhoon is he fight with Elian and he even make Hyungwoo and Daniel as his bodyguard Haha whipped.

for research purposes:
thumbs up for sahara
thumbs down for crown prince
i wanna see something

I mean, if MC actually is an android (which he said he has been taking care of children for the last 80 years so I don’t necessarily doubt it) I guess it would make sense for him to have been made with the ability to feel human emotions and have physical responses to stimuli (pain, pleasure, etc) bc it would make it easier for him to relate to humans,,,

Of course this is just a guess bc who knows how these Androids are made, just as everyone else says, MC is very human like lol

Thoughts of who Richard will end up with also a bit of spoiler and theory (?)....
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From the raws of the manga I found, Buckingham will later want Richard to be bare his heir (I think) to the point he chained/abducted Richard to the bed and forced him in women clothing. Ofc Richard is not okay with it and well his and Buckingham desire collide and I think that really strained their relationships. Also the twins get poisoned like just after they found again their brotherly love (not incest way but when they realized that they literally have only themselves... )

I think, Richard's love for Henry will come back while what he felt for Buckingham will weaken. It's a bit daring to say, but I think the infatuation Richard has for Buck is mainly imprinting. Buck was the first person that trully accepted everything that Richard is. Example before they became a thing and Richard starts to ask for Buck's warmth, there was a flashback of young Casterby that instead of telling Richard "You're great as you are" when Richard was being bullied for having odd eyes he instead made him hide what people didn't like of him. The "you're other eye color is odd so let me cut your hair so you can cover it". It's cute that he cared for Richard but ultimately he made Richard feel like he should be ashamed of parts of himself.

Richard fell for Henry who in the end refused his love. When Richard dressed up as a woman when he confessed to Henry, I think he acknowledge he was a woman and that he fell in love=womans love for a man. If Henry didn't hallucinate / affected by Cecil's words and his fear of sex and women, he would have accepted Richard as he present himself to him as his woman self. Henry loved Richard but didnt know he was a woman. So Henry accepted Richard's man side but wasn't ready to accept Richard female side. (plus he still hasnt to dealt with his phobia of women)
Richard then get the misconception that his female love is wrong and just a sin that should be left as it is. Thus he decided to be a man as he buries the love of a woman he had and his woman side, along with Henry's coffin and as he accepted to wed Anne.

Buck accomplished what Casterby/Henry couldn't. Buck didn't told Richard he should hide his body or refused his womanly side. He fell in love with Richard. Genuinely loved Richard and so Richard female side found solance and Richard himself feels comfortable with his female side when he is with Buck. So they both in peace with each other... BUT as we see later Buck is starting to have the need for Richard to be his and not be with other women. Plus add Richard still has feelings for Henry and refused to call Buck with his first name which is the same as Richard first love... So that certainly add insecurity issue to Bucks at the the idea that Richard loved another man. My guess is that their relationship will strain as seen in the raws too, because he wants Richard to be just his woman self. He wants to have a child with Richard and have him wear female clothes... I think this forced desire of Buck will result in Richard interpreting his actions as not respecting her/his wishes, time and doubting her trust(and well if I was Richard I would feel more comfortable and happy if my partner r both love my woman & man side equally).

My theory is that Buck will try to bring down Richard from the King's seat and idk.. Fake Richard's death so he can hide Richard as a lover (lol let's remember that Buck is married). Mainly because if Richard is the king it is harder to kept that position if it comes out that the king is homosexual... And from previous events, people practically will believe anything and will think every king is bad. People always thinks that whoever is in the leader's seat is not doing enough or corrupted... So Buck will try to betray Richard so he can him away from the king seat and have at his side. A bit dramatic but according to irl Richard 3rd he gets betrayed by Buckingham and well so far the author respected the crown succession. (tho author didn't add that Richard had other children other than Edward...)

My guess is that Henry is still ML. Henry will fall in love with Richard all over again but most importantly he learnt to love Richards' female side. At that point he will ask Richard to accept his feeling but it's gonna be difficult for Richard to take back the first love he buried plus add that he loves Buck too but is uncertain after Buck forces him to be a woman..

So in Chowon's perspective, he is only scaring them off because of jealousy, whether he unintentionally hurt those two it was still wrong to kidnap and interrogate them for his own convenience, but don't be mislead by Chowon's actions, he's not all to blame because it's partly Dojun's fault for not taking care of his wife and making him feel insecure all the time. Remember the scene where Chowon visited Heesoo's place? It was full of Dojun's pheromones! It's like making his territory and blatantly saying that Heesoo is his, which he NEVER done with Chowon. But in the end, it was an arranged marriage so Dojun was probably just putting up with them for the sake of connections between their families. Putting everything aside, I still think Chowon deserves happiness, aren't we all..

I read and finished the novel. I can explain and maybe clear up some confusion if you guys have any questions.

I still love the ending no matter how many times I reread it. And I love Kang Jun very very much.

Even if in the end Hyunwoo realized that he was very much in love with Subin, they arent right nor good for each other. Hyunwoo always wanted to be with Subin, but never actually realized his feelings as 'being in love' with him. If Jun never came into the picture, Hyunwoo will never admit his feelings towards Subin. I mean, you can see it in how Hyunwoo describe that he just want to be with Subin, and live together with him just like a family does. Hyunwoo absolutely denies it as 'being in love', and just thinks that he only wants to be together w Subin.

But still, the fact that Hyunwoo still hung up on Subin left a bittersweet feeling. And the fact that Hyunwoo dates girl that RESEMBLES Subin hurts even more.

Still, this manhwa is so good, I really love it

Honestly, this is the most realistic bl (even story for that matter) that I've read. If Subin ended with Hyunwoo, the story wouldn't have been as good. I know a lot of people shipped Subin and Hyunwoo because Hyunwoo realized his feeling late but that's the point. He was too late and someone who treated Subin better (Jun) and was actually ready to start a relationship with him came. Sure at some point, Jun was pathetic and said "if you can't give me your heart/love, then at least give me your body", but homeboy was desperate and I think that at that moment Subin realized that he was at least loved. I don't think Hyunwoo even confessed to Subin he just kept kissing him out of nowhere. That was really a shitty thing to do. I don't really get what people see in him, I hated him from the start. I also saw a few comments saying that Subin doesn't love Jun, but I think it's just because this is his first real relationship and he wasn't even sure he loved him in the beginning but then he gradually got used to Jun and he fell in love. It wasn't the kind of "I'll sacrifice my sister's unborn baby for you" love, it was more of a comfort, domestic, "I'm grateful" love and I think it was perfect. Everyone has a different way to love and his was just a little less passionate. For the marriage part, Subin's part was a little confused and I understand him. Same-sex marriage isn't legalized in Korean and there's no way of knowing if Jun will get tired of him (considering his personality). For Jun, he was my favourite character, so I'm biased. He really loved Jun even he tried not to in the beginning. His jealousy often gets the best of him, but he honestly handles it better than most Male Lead in any piece of literature. He was possessive but didn't lock Subin up and even he asked him (again, asked, not forced) not to contact Hyunwoo, he had good reasons. That was long lmao, this manhwa really was something and I hope to see even more of the artist's work.

ps: because I loved it so much, I bought a few chapters. :)

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End ups with the seme he meetsater on not the blondie (*¯︶¯*)blondie is a asshole

hello there,,, this is on my to read list for awhile now and I'm contemplating if i should start reading this. And may I asked if the long haired guy is some kind of rival ??? or is there a love interest between him and the other guy (uke/seme)???? plsss badly want to know, cuz i saw a spoiler where long haired guy is kissing another guy