
ah man this chapter 38 really gives more insight and perspective to seoin’s thought process. how terrified he is to be vulnerable in case he is rejected once again. but i can understand how he feels being at that age not wanting to confess his potentially one sided feelings… it’s unfortunate both of them never got to be more honest with each other in the past especially if you experience intimate moments with someone. at that age too… LIKE COME ON. i pray they do in the present time though. did anyone else catch the irony when seoin said “why does it all seem so easy for him? like none of this actually means anything?” i couldn’t help but sigh and laugh because there is a s1 chapter in the present time where yeongwoon says the same exact thing about how seoin is acting.

LMAO i’m so insanely curious about how seoin convinced yeongwoon to experiment with one another and what caused their relationship came to an end in the past… because they mentioned it was only for less than a year i’m so terrified because for a short period relationship to have such a long lasting impact on the two of them… 10 years later and reuniting like that… fooling around like that… both having trauma and bonding through familial difficulties at a delicate adolescent year… and being sexual curious? OH MAN… don’t even get me started on seoin having a flirtatious dream about yeongwoon and him… it felt so hilarious and coincidental bc i had the same exact type of dream last night but with a random stranger… i literally cannot wait for next week’s chapter just another seven days…

side 19-22… FOUR CHAPTERS IN ONE GO WOOWOW SO BLESSED… dosak fucking ate with these chapters THE HEALTHY COMMUNICATION oh my god the intercrural sex are you kidding me… if sketch ever gets officially licensed for a physical copy i will be buying it I love this series it is my favorite BL i will die on that ngl the art style changed is always in the back of my head when reading the recent chapters… on the fence about which i like more bc they both have their charms
dear future self… please WHAT HAPPENS IN CHAPTER 40? DOES SEOIN FIND OUT THAT YW SAW SEOIN AND JAEWON KISS?? FUCK DID SEOIN NOT PROPERLY EXPLAIN HIMSELF LIKE FUCKING ALWAYS AND THEN YW BECOMES DEFENSIVE THAT THEIR INTIMACY MEANT NOTHING BECAUSE HE’S JUST DEFLECTING TO AVOID GETTING HURT FUCKKKK someone said ch 40 is back to the present… I AM FREAKING PISSED but very excited… ugh i cannot wait another two weeks shit man the withdrawals are gonna kick in
Wym two weeks ? so we have to wait TWO weeks for chapter 40 I thought he will upload the chapter today
oh yeah ch 40 was uploaded today, but oops i meant waiting for the next chapter (author goes on a one week hiatus every four chapters)