raws aren't that far ahead if they even are, because the 4 chapter difference between official and newest chapter are raws that have been inofficially translated by an translation group
I kinda understand. Hes detached because of his past experience, whenever hes happy he losses something so he prefers not to get attached to any anyone thus he keeps a wall up to stay on guard. That way, when the relationship ends, he'll be fine and return to how he was originally without it.
Does anyone know when the first chapter will be posted, the prologue has me very intrigued
it’s here