raws aren't that far ahead if they even are, because the 4 chapter difference between official and newest chapter are raws that have been inofficially translated by an translation group
I kinda understand. Hes detached because of his past experience, whenever hes happy he losses something so he prefers not to get attached to any anyone thus he keeps a wall up to stay on guard. That way, when the relationship ends, he'll be fine and return to how he was originally without it.
I want more lol