i felt reallllllllly guilty lmao, i would stop watching it and then want to watch it again and the loop would continue, at the time i didnt know anyone who even knew what anime was but after finding forums online and stuff i felt a lot more comfortable reading/watching it cuz in knew i wasnt the only one who does it reply
idk if it counts but i discovered wattpad and therefore smut when i was 10. I watched yuri on ice and then okane ga nai when i was around 12 and from there i got into the manga side of yaoi, not ashamed to say i still enjoy a good fanfic though heh 1 reply