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Yahwi is an abusive shitface jerk. No doubt about it. My problem is people seem to be making light of his parents’ death. It’s not that they died when he was young that scared him. It’s that they were murdered, right in front of him, by the only other person he trusted and loved like family, other than his parents. That ‘Uncle’ manipulated a little boy just to stay close to his mother. He only cares for Yahwi because Yahwi took after his mother (according to the crazy ass ‘Uncle’). In his formative years, Yahwi learned that trusting someone meant life-shattering pain. And that pain was compounded by the guilt he felt for so easily getting in his ‘Uncle’s’ car, almost like he actively participated in his own kidnapping, which resulted in his parents being run over by the car he was in. And judging by his reaction when Jooin told him that it was a big deal, the people around him probably downplayed his pain, and didn’t try to help him through it, even when he was a little boy. Many probably tried to take advantage of a little boy who had money inherited from parents—that’s just my assumption though, because most people suck.

Does that excuse his actions? Hell no! Does it explain why he has problems trusting people? Yeah. Yahwi is broken. But instead of addressing his damage, he lashed out and tries to break others because he thinks that’s his way of protecting himself. He’s a selfish, abusive, D-bag who needs to get help to fix himself, before even attempting to care for someone else.